Stacey's POV:
I was going to Claudia's house to walk with her to the club meeting so I knocked on her door. There she was, my beautiful girl.
"Hey Stace! " claud exclaimed.
"Hey! " I exclaimed back.
"So any plans for today's meeting? " Claudia questioned.
"About that... I was wondering if, you know if you're ready, we could tell the club about us today? " I asked.
"What?! " Claudia yelled, " nope not at all. "
Claudia stormed off into her room. Oh no. Was I too soon?! I sighed. I fucked up again.
***
The meeting began and me and Claudia were usually super close but today was different, the rest of the girls noticed that.
"Stacey! " Kristy yelled.
"Yeah? " I snapped out of it.
"Can you sit for Charlotte on Thursday? "
Kristy asked, "and what's wrong with you and Claudia? "
"Nothing, nothing" I said decreasing my voice.
"Alright, on the other hand.. " Kristy started.
I zoned out for the rest of the meeting. You know when you zone out and accidentally stare at some person? That's exactly what happened to me but with Claudia. I could tell Claudia was a bit weirded out but I didn't mean to!
***
I went back home and just sat in bed rethinking everything I said to her. Was it too much? I started picking at the skin on my arm. I started bleeding but it didn't hurt. I started picking more before I realized what I was doing. God what was I doing?
I went to the bathroom and washed my arm off and changed into a hoodie and sweatpants before I went to bed. I liked Claudia since I moved here but everyone of my insecurities get in my way.
Like, everytime I do something to upset the other person even if it wasn't my fault I blame myself. For example, what just happened with me and Claudia or even when I went into insulin shock in new york.
Another thing is my diabetes, I know that everyone in the bsc said it shouldn't bother me but it always did.
***
I went to school the next day in a hoodie and sweatpants.
"Stace is everything okay? " Maryanne asked.
"Yeah why? " I ask.
"Just, nothing, " Maryanne said.
"Alright, " I said.
I knew what she was thinking, why was I not styled nicely or in a good mood. This was going to be a rough day.
A/N sorry I felt like it needed more drama and that I took so long to post another chapter! 👋
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Straight girl | a Staudia book
Fiksi RemajaThis book takes place after season 2. Claudia and Stacey have been friends since 7th grade now their 9th graders. People are growing and changing but the only thing that happened to Claudia is her feelings for Stacey. Once she looks past boys and fa...
