21/10/2024
Hey there, again! Hope you are having a great morning/afternoon/evening/night!
So, I am still confused because I had a romantic dream about me, and in my dream I saw myself as a girl. I just find it hard to understand myself. I feel like... I wish I was a girl. Life would be so much easier if I was a girl. But my brain always comes back to tell me that I am something more than a girl.
I have never been in a relationship, and it is really annoying because, like everyone around me is in one. They have someone to kiss and bla bla bla. I just feel lonely, you know? Sorry I'm blabbing on, reader. I don't mean to make you feel my weirdness. Anyway, where I'm going with this is: I want to try being in a relationship as a boy. Like, someone actually sees me as a boy. Then I can see how I react and how I feel - hence I can reflect.
Anyway, that's really it for me today. I might be writing a bit more about how I feel later... but for now, this is all in my head.
Leave any comments if you think anything will help!
Thanks for reading! :D
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My Gender Journey (ftm?)
No FicciónThis is a journaling book about my gender identity and discovery. Warning, this is me QUESTIONING my identity. I have no idea how long or where I will end up.
