Carrie Bryant

a confusing story

being dead has its pros
and its cons
for example, the beginning of my end started Oct 5 2024
and painfully ended
Halloween night

the people I called friends were anything, but unfortunately, I was so desperate for someone to like me that I couldn't see them for who they truly were
I honestly should've known better, but hey, I wanted to fit in and not worry about getting beat up for no reason. we will get to that later
Anyway my so-called used to go to the beach during summer break they invited each other to the party leaving me out
I had grown used to being a wall flower or loner, but that
all changed Oct 1st. These two girls started sitting with me at first, then lunch we would talk or more like they would they had it all everything I can only dream of loving parents a nice home
clothing me I two barely present present parents they both drank way to much used drugs and hated me.
mom used take any decent clothes that grandpa would give me he made a point of giving me nice things sadly mom take them away and say bitch you should be lucky you have the clothing on your back of course my clothes never looked their best but I managed to scrap together mony for the laundry mat
dad told me the washer and dryer are off limits to me
food was scarce they used up
all the money partying
we have no light, no gas, and they blamed me
now here is something I had no idea about Randle used follow me home he witnessed my abuse but instead doing what any good friend would do he told the others they pretending not know worked obviously they were always dressed so well and I looked a bag lady they would say not worry the 5 th came
then my own personal hell starts. The boys beat me, and the girls took pictures
when I ran into the bathroom to the blood off, my one of boys father came home. I thought, "Thank God, boy, was I wrong
Randle's father as it turned out is local rapist he tried but I introduced his nuts to my knee and I ran out of the bathroom Gina acted as if she knew nothing of any of this she was kind enough to drive me home after it was only Gina and myself or so thought Halloween night a group of decided to go out
Gina handed me a soda unfortunately she drugged me I was dumped in that old hunters shed I thought it was over I was so wrong two football players came in they beat me then one of the smashed my head over and over into cement fire before tossing me on to the dirty floor the last thing he said to me was Carrie you are stupid
then other said I part of a bet they paid because I was stupid.