School's Out (Genshin Impact Kinich X Male Reader Oc)

Keep it in

I noticed Kinich still looking at me in shock. Our eyes met for just a second, but I could see how angry he was. "I'm fine, Scara", I said as I pushed myself back up. "I'm sorry if its to personal", Scara started, "but does that have anything to do why you don't want anyone to know your birthday?".

"Wait, you don't know Hunter's birthday?", Aether asked Scara to which he shook his head no. "He doesn't want to tell us", Scara replied. "Well?", Kazuha suddenly asked me to which I looked at him confused, "does it have something to do with it?". "Oh.. well, yes. But can we drop it for now?", I asked as my smile dissapeared. "Yeah ofcourse. I'm sorry for asking", Kazuha replied. "No, its fine. I just don't want to ruïn an amazing evening", I said back.

He nodded in my direction before speaking up. "Then its your turn". "Alright, let me think", I said tapping my chin, "Aether, truth or dare?", I asked him. "Dare!", he said enthusiastically. It was at that point a grin appeared on my face, and even tho it only took a second, I could see Aether was suddenly rethinking his choice.

"No, don't worry. Its not that bad", I started as I laughed a bit, "I dare you to make out with anyone in this room". Aether tiled his head sideways a bit. "You go from one to a hundred real fast, dont you?", he asked to which I simply smiled back. "Fine, Kazuha come here", He spoke up to which my eyes grew large. It was kind off my goal, but I wouldn't have thought I would go this easy. Kazuha looked at me and he had to try his best not to blush. I could also feel him stare me down in anger off some sort.

"You okey with that?", Aether asked Kazuha. They were already sitting next to eachother so they didn't really have to move. Kazuha cleared his throat as he spoke up. "Yeah, its fine", he replied to which Awther close the distance between them. I noticed Kazuha's finger curl up as he had to hold himself back from touching Aether. Were it on his back or his legs, Kazuha had to stop himself.

It only took a few seconds, but I guess that was my dare. They parted their lips as Aether went back into his original spot. "Happy?", Aether asked me to which I nodded in agreement. I noticed Kazuha still looked at Aether for a few seconds longer. How.. dull can Aether be? Does he really not notice?

I suddenly looked at Kinich who was apparantly still deep in thought from the conversation we just had about me.. Kinich noticed I looked at him, and he snapped out off his thoughts. I gave him a small smile as I signalled for him to sit next to me. "Oh, yeah sure", Kinich said standing up.

I made room for him to sit next to me and the moment he did so, I threw my legs over his. I almost snuggled up into his chest while still being able to participate in the game.

"Not what I expected", Kinich suddenly said for everybody to hear. "Just go with it", I replied gaining a laugh from the others. Kinich simply put his arm around me keeping me close as he shook his head from left to right.

"Aether, your turn", I said feeling really comfortable. And it might sound weird, but.. I love his scent..

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The evening was slowly passing and I would lie if I said the alcohol wasn't hitting me right now. I'm not sure if I'm still tipsy, or already drunk, but I do know that I haven't felt like this because off alcohol ever. Luckily it wasn't an unpleasant feeling. I've tried multiple drinks this evening. Took a sip when anyone came in the living room with a new mix.

The fireplace was on, and after a while off playing truth or dare, we ended up just talking. I guess alcohol makes you do that.

I looked up at Kinich as I was still laying in his arms. I guess he didn't notice me staring at him yet as he was completely focussed on listening to what they were talking about. I guess it gave me time to admire him a bit..

A small smile appeared on my face as I looked at his every feature. His smooth skin, cute nose, a vein in his neck. His long hair with his bandana underneath. He never takes it off, I wonder why.

I looked back at the others as I tried to get up. "I'm gonna get some fresh air if you guys don't mind", I said as I stood up. "Are you okey? Are the drinks hitting to much?", Aether asked me to which I shook my head no. "I'm fine, I just want to go outside for a bit", I replied giving him a smile. "Well, be carefull. Don't go to far from the cabin. We're still in the middle off the woods", he said worryingly. "I'll be fine", I said laughing a bit, "I'll stay near the cabin". With that, I stepped over Kinich's legs and made my way to the back door next to the kitchen. I didn't even want to put on my shoes, I wasn't gonna go for a walk anyways..

I closed the glass door behind me, and the sound off people talking faded as I did so. I leaned against the wall and closed my eyes taking a deep breath. I could suddenly feel tears forming in my eyes. My hands started shaking and I knew exactly what was happening..

The questions about my parents brought back memories. I normally don't share let alone tell people I'm not feeling all that well. I guess it was a matter off time before this would happen..

Soft sobs could slowely be heard for anyone listening. Luckily, we were all alone. I balled up my fists trying to push it all down, but this time it had no use. The memories were to strong. I've tried to ignore it all my life now. I've tried to find reason and meaning to it, but its as simple as it sounds. My own father used me for years..

And I guess when I came to live with Scara, my mind couldn't handle the thoughts anymore. It sort off tried to cope with the whole idea by making me like sex so much. It was all my brain could do to process what happened. Rewire itself so you would like the thing that hurts you the most. Its the only way to stay sane..

I just wonder every day if those feeling I have for Scara and now for Kinich are real.. isn't it just some twisted mind game and will it turn out that I only hurt myself more.

Without even realizing it..

I tried to wipe away my tears, but they kept falling. I sniffed up my nose as my knees were to weak to support me.

The moment I hit the ground, I sat with my knees pulled up to my chest chest and my arms holding them. It felt I was finally able to control my breathing again. And so I did..

I pushed it down again, angey at myself for not just being able to forget it all. Angry at my father for everything he's done to me.. angry at my mother for never acknowledging it.

I breathed in deeply and slowly out again. The door suddenly opened. I got scared as I quickly wiped my eyes dry only to see Aether sticking his head out through the doorway. "Hunter?", he almost shouted not notecing I was sitting against the wall next to him. I tried to stand up as I spoke up. "I'm here", I said trying to sound as okey as possible. "Oh, I didn't see you there. You just took a while, so I came to check on you". Even though it was to dark to see, I still gave him a small smile.

"Yeah, I'm fine. I'll be back inside any minute now".