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"Aht don't touch that, it's not done yet" I told Hendrix popping his hands away from the pots making him instantly side eye me
"You gon stop popping me like i'm yo child or sum la girl" He said grabbing my neck and squeezing it from behind me
I instantly chuckled at his antics because lately tonight he's been having hella energy, i'm talking about off the wall energy, so energetic for whattt
"Boy put a shirt on" I told him laughing, but lowkey i liked that shit cause his chest tattoos was showing
"Hell na nigga it's hot" He said getting up to start walking back and forth
I looked over at him like he was stupid, "Look at what the hell you doing, i'd be hot too"
We looked at each other and then bussed out laughing, then suddenly my favorite song came on
"Real niggas do not deserve pussy, meaning it's more you see right through the walls. Ain't talkin about pussy" I sung aloud to Sza
This is such a beautiful song to me, i literally play it everyday
Tonight was a cooking night at Hendrix's house, he never tried my cooking before so i'll let him get a little taste for now
Ever since that night, we've been spending almost every day with other whether i was at his house or he was at mine
I can't really stay away from him for too long, i already tried and it didn't work
"Cause you like me" He said walking past me to grab a water from the refrigerator
"Huh?" I instantly said scrunching my face up at him.
"Nun mama" He said smirking
I feel like he in my head and shit, better get the heck out this is a man free zone for real. This shit for the girlies only
Once the food was done we sat in the living room and had the music on low, it was nice in here for real cause his led lights was on too. Shit is a vibe
We then got in the topic of love and expectations of one another
"I just feel like i'm supposed to be going on travel trips, riding camels, jet ski's and counting money. Eating that muhfucka over a vila balcony or some shit" He said making me giggle at his last statement
He laughed with me and continued, "I'm fr, i'm lowkey a affectionate lover boy, Ion like being single at all"
"I feel the same, being single hasn't brought me nothing but peace. Relationships brought the tears, heartaches and beatings" I said taking a bit of my lobster
"Beatings?" He asked looking confused
I nodded my head, a little nervous to continue being that i didn't mean to say that last part out loud
"My fool ass ex, he's a bitch and i hate his ass" I said instantly becoming ill to the thought of him
"Well i'm glad you got away from him mama" He said rubbing on my thigh cause he knows it brings me comfort
"I'm glad too" I said smiling
It got silent due to us continuing to eat, i really did my shit on this steak and lobster. I also had roasted and seasoned asparagus on the side
"Ian never the type to express myself but i be feeling like less of a man and shit every so often" Malakai expresses suddenly
"What you mean boo?" I asked
He patted his lap which meant for me to get up and sit on him, i love it and i do it every time too lol
"I be feeling like i'm stuck, living a life ion too much wanna live. Ever since i came to terms with life not being forever i just been seeing everything as pointless and meaningless" He expressed while rubbing on me softly
Never have i heard a man express themselves like just did, it's a beautiful thing
"I understand you fully boo, i don't wanna sugar coat what you said cause your right. What do we do?" I wondered
"We thug that shit out"
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