HER PERSONAL ASSISTANT

12. DRUGS DRAMA & TALKS

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Sajde me yuhi jhukta hu
Tumpe hi aake rukta hu
Kya ye sabko hota hai...?
Humko kya lena hai subse
Tumse hi sab baatein abse
Ban gaye ho tum meri dua...
Khuda jaane ke
Mai loot gaya hu...
Khuda jaane ki
Mai laapta...

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Aakriti's POV

What the heck was that ?

First he tried to infere in my decision and then when I literally warned him for his job, he was squealing like he won something.

Weird creature !! I shrugged off the thoughts. Walking in my cabin I threw my purse on the couch and lay down there.

My health is becoming my concern now. Today I was about to get faint and my head is still aching like bitch.

A sudden thought clicked my mind and I called my PA. He answered in no seconds.

" Make sure to not let come anyone in my cabin until I say. " Saying this I was about to cut the call but he again said something close to my disliking.

" May I know why ? " He asked trying best to sound polite.

That's none of your business. I wanted to say but I didn't wanted to strech the conversation long so I said.

" Do what I said. If anyone got inside without my permission then you'll be fired. " Saying this I hang up. My headache what getting worse and I couldn't bear it.

I locked my cabin from inside and turned on the black shade covering the transparent glass window.

Then why did I called him ? Whatever !!

I walked towards the bookshelf and moved it aside using my all power. My head was aching like someone is beating it with hammer. I unlocked the hidden shelf using my fingerprints.

My eyes roamed to find that thing inside that hidden shelf. I had kept my tumor reports and necessary medicines in them.

Finally I found that thing and took it out from the shelf I locked it again and covered it with the bookshelf again.

I seated on the couch and looked at the injection in my hand. Yes, I was taking drugs to lose my senses and to not feel this bitch like pain in my head.

It's very normal thing for me to do once twice or even thrice a month. My doctor does not know about it, as he himself had strictly told me to not drink alcohol or do any kind of drugs like smoking and what I am doing right now.

It would help me in forgetting the pain for few hours. It depends on the dose. And currently I am taking for few hours. I often use it in night when I'm unable to sleep.

And somewhere if I die I won't regret it.
Because honestly I don't have any hope to live. Just to escape this pain I have been taking drugs since one year. And every time I visited my doctor in last one year he says - your condition is getting worse and the tumor is spreading.

But again, there's no medical cure. A tear slipped down from my eye without my permission. I chuckled at my condition. And at some point I may agree to father's words.

' girls like you don't deserve life. Why don't you die ? Bloody Burden. '

Maybe that man is right, I don't deserve to live that's why God choose me to bless with this disease which has no cure in any corner of the world. And love isn't what I want to get cured with.