In the Midst of it All

II

{Soaps POV}
"You already did, remember?" She points to the back of her head while making a jab at my heart, instead of making asnide remark I remember she's in a fragile state, both being hurt and also a hostage for now.

"Okay lass how can I make it up," I cough, "I can always finish what I started in the back." She stares at me until finally it seems to click, her face turning red, even in the dark of her room I can see.

Please say yes y/n, the feeling of her underneath me all alone is something Id kill to feel again.

"Ah! Ah! Wait!,"

I lean back into her face that's wearing embarrassment all over it. I stand over her at the edge of the bed, she cranes her neck to maintain eye contact. I move my hand to hold and caress her jaw and cheek. Y/n can only stare at me and back to my pants in front of her, up then down, her eyes go.

"If you don't want to, you can say so." I back up again, creating an even bigger distance between us to tease, but she isn't saying anything, and is looking everywhere but at me.

Guilt sets in my stomach pit as I realize how unprofessional I've been acting to a hostage. I mentally slap myself.

"I'll leave you alone, tomorrow I'll come check up on you, night y/n." I twist the doorknob and leave, walking back to my room on the other end of the hallway.

How could I have done that, I was in her room strictly because of Prices order.

As I walk absently-minded a big force stops me in my path, Ghost.

"God, what are you doing here, should you be with Price?"

"What were you doing in her room?" Ghosts voice is dry and stern.

Is he insinuating..? I should play along.

"Oh nothing, just finished what started at the bar, mate. Maybe one day you'll understand Si." I wear a cocky grin and all he does is scoff in my face and walk past.

I probably should update the captain tomorrow morning.

;;Time skip to morning;;

My eye twitches as the sun shines in.

I couldn't get a blink of sleep.

All night my head was scrambled making excuses for how I felt, maybe Ghost was right.

Getting up for the day was even harder than usual but I got dressed and headed for the Captain's door. Right as I reach Captain Price's door he opens it to my surprise.

"Soap, perfect timing, walk with me here and give the update."

Price seems to be in a rush so I turn around and follow him through the hallways, " Well captain she's sustaining a bruise on the back of her head and her side from the fall.." My mind wanders back to that interaction with y/n, her skin was so soft even with all the bruises, all i want to do is hug her and prove how sorry I am.

Kiss? What am I a teenager?

".Soap?...Soap?" Price's voice draws me out of my mind and I blink before realizing he's been talking to me this whole time. He pauses in his walk to look at me head on.