A helping hand

Part 8

Maria pov:
Today is my papa birthday and I had the same dream I do every time is he's birthday about him not being died and coming back to me and I time I wake up from that dream,I then know that he's not ever coming back but I still like to believe that he is same day.

"Ok Maria you can do this,I mean all you have to do is get through the day and make people think you're fine and try not to cry and then you can come back home" I said to myself as I stare at the ceiling and then I started to get up and ready for school but then as I keep remembering all the memories with my papa I started to cry.

"My love it's time to get up" Carina said as she kooked on my door and then opened it after she got no reply.

"Oh my poor bella come here" she said as she opened her arms for me.

"NO I'm fine,I'm not crying see" I said as I quickly wiped my tears away.

"Ok and I want you to know that it's okay to not be okay,ti amo bella" She said.

"Yeah ok" I said as she walked out of my room.

"Good morning mar mar" Liam said.

"You too" I said as I walked to the table.

"Good morning sissy" Skylar said.

"You too" I said as I tried not to cry thinking about my papa.

"Good morning my Love" Maya said.

"You too" I said.

"You okay Lovebug?" She asked with a worried look.

"Un yeah I'm fine just tired I un didn't get much sleep last night" I said as I looked up at the ceiling and tried not to cry.

"Ok I was just wondering" She said.

(At school)

"Maria how are you?" Lucia asked as she sit down.

"I'm un I'm good" I said as started to do my work.

"Are you sure that you're okay because you look sad and I just want to to make sure that I didn't do anything to upset you or did something happen at home,did you and Maya and Carina get into a argument or was it your sister and brother" She asked.

"IM FINE AND I WISH THAT YOU WOULD STOP ASKING ME ALL THIS DAMN QUESTIONS BECAUSE ITS NONE OF YOUR DAMN FUCKING BUSINESS OKAY DO YOU UNDERSTAND THAT SO WOULD YOU DO ME A HUGE FAVOR AND LEAVE ME THE FUCKING ALONE,OH MY GOSH YOU'RE SUCH A BITCH" I Yelled at her.

"MARIA go to principal office now,we do don't talk to anyone like that and we do not use that language it at this school" Mrs. Johnson said.

I ran out of the classroom into the one place I know nobody would find me, and I locked myself into the room and started to cry,i mean sometimes my emotions just get the best of me and I explode all over the place I don't know why I'm like this but I just am.

Maya pov:
"ok,yes thank you and I'll be right there" i said as got off the phone

"You ok and were you on the phone with Carina?" Andy asked walking into my office.

"No I'm not ok and it turnouts that my daughter yelled and cussed out another student and I have to go get her because she ran out of the classroom and they don't know where she went and I'm so scared Andy and I don't know what to do" I said with a worried look on my face.

"Why are you scared?" Andy asked concerned and worried look on her face.

"Because she has this thing where she gets upset and then she bang her head against the wall or hard surface as hard can she and sometimes she picking at her skin or sometimes she scratches at her skin and I don't want her to hurt herself" I said as I paced back-and-forth.
Ok
"It's ok,you and Carina are going to find her and then you guys are going to go home and everything will be fine" she said as she walked over and hugged me.