Song: Dreamy Night by Lilypichu
TW: Physical Abuse?
As it rains, I walk over under a tree, just out of view from any classrooms, and sit underneath it. I close my eyes, despite knowing the dangers of, leaving myself to my own thoughts, something dangerous, for someone like me.
My mind drifts through old and new memories of mine, before settling down one one, one I desperately wish I could just move on from, forget about even.
"DAD! STOP!" I yelled, desperately, as he drags me, barefoot outside in the blistering summer heat. "LET GO OF ME!" I sob, as he chains me to the dog chain outside, the hot concrete burning my feet below me, and wasps flying around me, threatening me with their stingers.
The memory fades away, leaving me in a pit of darkness, with other older memories swirling around me, back when life was more simple, and i wasn't so aware. I didn't know how fucked up the world is.
I open my eyes, to the bell ringing, the rain stopping, as everyone starting to exit the classrooms, filling the yards, playing and eating food.
Oh.
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AGORAPHOBIC
FantasyAgoraphobia- noun Agoraphobia is an extreme or irrational fear of entering open or crowded places, of leaving one's home, or of being in places from which escape is difficult. Agoraphobia is an anxiety disorder.
