Coming out roses

Part 1

"You are nothing, and you will never be anything, no one will ever love you." Says the school bully who's name I don't even know "Well maybe you should shut you fucking mouth before I get someone to do it for you!" I say "who are you going to get to do to your mummy, oh wait she's dead!" He says laughing I know he is scared of the ghosts that go around the school "no I was thinking, a ghost or I don't know a skeleton," I say he turns pale and runs away I take a deep breath and walk away then I'm stopped by the herbology teacher "good evening professor longbottom" I say "mr. Di Angelo," " Ms'' I correct "its Ms not Mr. I'm a girl now, professor." "Well you have just earned a detention." He says "see you then" I grown and walk to dinner when I get there I sit at the huffpuff table I sit down and start drawing, i look up and see that the head of magical law enforcement is here I bite back a grown I hate him then I quickly look down and start drawing again because he saw me staring "hello," he says "good evening Mr.potter'' I say with a sight he asks "what are you doing?" I look at him "I'm drawing" then I'm giving a weird look from the stupid little Potter girl I sigh she's never really liked me she's always thought I'm weird but then again everyone's always thought I've weird I started here as a boy and now I'm a girl I have to correct all of the teachers every time they talk to me calling me Mr D'Angelo when it's now Mrs then I hear from across the room Albus Potter yell "Lily stop giving her weird looks She's just as normal as you are so stop staring at her as if she's crazy" I smile I like when people do that how they correct others when they give me weird looks or get my pronouns wrong no one's ever really understood except for most of them but Albus Potter is the most understanding like he knows how it feels to be trans but we all know he's the straightest mostest dude in the entire planet but he's a very big Ally like the biggest Ally on the planet I'm sure when he goes home he's going to buy a pride flag and hanging up in his room and celebrate pride month I'm sure I'm going to get an owl from him telling me happy pride month I get up and walk over them thank you Albus I say "you've been the nicest person to me ever since I got my surgery" then I look at Mr Potter "is there anything else you need" I asked he says no and walks away I will give a sigh of relief he's been here for a couple for the past couple of months I guess I never really pay that much attention to him but he's always here I don't eat anything for dinner I I'm not really hungry I'm never really that hungry I eat when I'm hungry but I'm not hungry sometimes I hear Albus concerned about what I eat he's a Slytherin and I'm a Hufflepuff and we barely even know each other but heck he seems like he really wants to be my friend I go back to the dorm and I swamped down on a chair and start drawing again I quite like to draw actually it's always been a hobby of mine right now I'm drawing a skull I always seem to be drawing dark stuff like that maybe it's because of my parentage I don't really like Harry Potter. I always blamed him for my mum's death. It's almost summer which is a good thing then f*ck there is Mr Potter with his stupid lightning scar I'm so angry that a bone sprouts from the floor "f*ck" I whisper under my breath I try to move it under the chair I'm sitting in but before I can Potter grabs it "what's this?" He asks, "I don't know, I wonder who put it there?" He looks at me and says "Then why did it pop up when I walked in the room?" Sh*t he's on to me I think "I don't know, lily's always putting the strangest curses on me."

"Lily wouldn't curse any one, and a curse like this would be very hard for a 3rd year to do."

"Are you saying I would curse myself?"

"No, I'm just saying that you shouldn't blame things on people."

Before I can say another word he walks out *sigh

I really hate him. Is it there drawing for a few minutes then I go to bed.

In the morning. When I go downstairs for breakfast I can see Albus at the Slytherin table, he looks at me and comes over, "good morning, Rose." He says smiling " good morning Albus, have you heard the new CaveTown album yet?" "No my dad says it sound like a boy band and boy bands drive people mad," "Well," I take a deep breath "I'm going to go talk to him, it's indie rock, not pop." Before he can say anything I start to walk to Harry, I know I said I don't like him but when someone calls cavetown a boy band, I have to inform them about the indie rock genre, "Good morning Mr.Potter," he looks at me "good morning Ms. Di Angelo, do you need something?" He asks "I've just come to see if I could bring Albus to the CaveTown concert I'm going to this summer, I promise it's not a boy band, it's indie rock." I ask with a smile (it's a fake one of course) ;) "I'm sorry we are going to say with my wife's family this summer, but if you are good friends with Albus you can come." "Thank you, it's fine I can just send my little brother and his boyfriend," (D&D Warning) I roll for persuasion "I'm sorry, I'm sure your little brother will have fun." Critical failure! I nod and say "I actually think it would be fun to broaden my horizons by seeing how other people live, plus I would just be sitting in my camp cabin, sleeping till dinner, I'm sure my father won't mind" he nods,then Lily walks over "dad can I talk to you in private," that's all I here because I walk away to tell Albus the bad news. After Charms and defense against the dark arts N.E.W.Ts I have detention with Professor Longbottom, "Hello, I'm here for detention," there is no response "Professor," I walk farther into the classroom and I see him talking to Mr.Potter, "Ms.Di Angelo, come in, have you met Harry Potter, he is a friend of mine, we went to school together," "Yes, sir we keep meeting," I hold out my hand to shake his, he shakes my hand, "I don't think I properly introduced my self, my name is Rose Di Angelo, it is very nice to meet you," "it's nice to meet you too," Mr.Potter says he looks down at my shoes "where did you get those shoes? My daughter is a big fan of bright and colorful shoes." I look at my shoes because I forgot what ones I was wearing. "Oh, I got them from Amazon, but when I get bored I draw on them." He nods, then my phone starts ringing, and my ringtone is rent the song not the entire album, "excuse me, that's my brother," I pick it up as it stops ringing and a text pops up Sorry, butt dialed "never mind."