You got out of the shower to see the door to yours and Izzy shared bedroom closed. You thought maybe Izzy shut it and was sitting in the living room but when you walked out there he wasn't sitting there. Huh you thought guess he must just want to be alone in your guys room. You decided to knock on the door and check on him. "You ok iz?" you said knocking on the door. "Yeah I'm fine" he answered back you could here his guitar playing softly too. "Ok just checking". You said walking away from the room. It was odd of Izzy to not want to be with you on his days off especially since the band was in the middle of recording there first album which meant lonnggg nights in the studio. Is he mad at me? Is he sick of me? All these bad thoughts started to come to your brain. But before they got too bad you decided Izzy was just probably practicing some songs and you should just watch some tv. After about 3 hours of watching tv you were bored out of your mind and Izzy never practiced songs this long at home. You got up and this time you were gonna see what he was up to. You knocked on the door and then just walked in because after all this was your room too. A startled izzy looked up at you and started fumbling around "Y/n what are you doing I'm busy right now" Izzy said quickly closing a notebook he had and setting down his guitar. "I just came to see what your up too I'm bored" you said sitting down on the bed. "That's cool but I'm doing something right now sweetie" Izzy said not looking at you and just tuning his guitar. Something was up you knew it he didn't want you in there. "Are you writing a song I could help I helped you write Mr. Brownstone remember" you said smiling. "No i don't need any help right now babe just go do something else ok" Izzy said sternly to you. Now you were hurt Izzy always loved to hear what you thought of songs he was writing. "Ok" you said trying to hide the sadness in your voice. You turned and left the room shutting the door behind you. You sat back down on the couch. Did he cheat on me? Does he not love me anymore? Is he really just trying to break up with me? Your thoughts consumed you. You started tearing up. And then before you knew it you were in a ball on the couch sobbing. A few mins later you heard your bedroom door creak open. Shit you didn't want Izzy to see you were upset so you started to quickly wipe away your tears. "Oh my gosh baby are you ok?" Izzy said running up and sitting by you on the couch. "Y-yeah I'm fine Izzy I'm f-fine." You said you tried to hide your trembling voice but it didn't really work. "Your crying Izzy said wiping a tear away from your cheek. "No I'm not" you said trying to calm yourself. "Yes you are your mascara is running and your trembling come here babe tell me what's wrong" Izzy said opening his arms to hold you. You went right in to them having him now holding you and resting his chin on the top of your head. You decided to tell him what happened. "I-I was crying because of you" you said. Izzy didn't say anything so you continued talking. "You didn't talk to me all morning then our door was shut and you know I overthink and so all my bad thoughts came in Iz thoughts like that you hate me and lost feelings and want to break up" you said now really sobbing. "You thought I was mad?" Izzy said sounding sad. "Y-yeah" you said sniffling. "I'm so sorry beautiful I really am I'm so fuckin sorry I didn't mean to make you feel like that I don't hate you y/n I was ignoring you because..." Izzy paused. "Fuck it let me just show you." Izzy said getting up and waking to your room. He came back with his guitar and note book. He sat down on the floor in front of you. "It was supposed to be a surprise on the new record for you but I think you need to hear it now" you were slightly confused and now had stopped crying and listened to Izzy who had now started strumming his guitar and then began singing...
I think about you
Honey all the time my heart says yes
I think about you
Deep inside I love you best
You know you're the one I want
Darling you're the only one, I think about you
Izzy sang it to you right from the heart. And now you cried more but this time tears of joy. You were so dumb how could you think Izzy didn't love you. Izzy set his guitar aside and now got up to sit by you again. He tucked a strand of hair behind your ear. "I'm sorry I made upset baby I should've remembered that you overthink sometimes it's ok though baby I just wanted to make my song about you a surprise" Izzy said smiling and kissing you on the cheek. "There's more lyrics about you for the song in my notebook if you want to look that's why I was hiding it from you" Izzy said now blushing and fidgeting with his fingers. You got quiet for a few minutes trying to soak it all in. "I love you so much Izzy" you said grabbing his hand and holding it. "I love you too baby." Izzy said kissing the top of your head. "Did you like the song?" Izzy asked. "I loved it Izzy" you said smiling at him. Izzy chuckled he was grinning ear to ear and blushing. "Good because I meant every word." Izzy said in your ear.
