Riele had just moved to Texas City, Texas. She is from Toronto, CA. She had to start all over to get away from her terrible parents. She has a best friend named Ella. Ella's Mother moved Riele down to Texas to come live with them. Riele attends a ne...
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~her thoughts~
I didn't say nothing to Ella or anyone for the rest of the day. I just honestly wasn't talking.
I been thinking about me and Jace situation since I left that detention room.
Ella keeps tryna talk to me, but im not saying anything so she automatically knows something is wrong with me.
I look like I been fucking crying.
Me and Ella just made it home, and she gave up on trying to talk to me.
But when we get up to the room, I know she's gonna try to talk to me.
We then walked upstairs, and we walked in her room and both sat down on the bed.
"Okay we made it to the room. Talk to me, what's bothering you?" Ella asked.
I just started crying again.
"Stop crying, you hurting me. What's wrong?" She asked again, as she wiped my tears.
"I'm tired.." i said, as i cried in her arms.
"Lift your head up. What are you tired of?" She asked, as i lifted my head up.
"Everything." I said.
"What's been going on today? U were okay earlier."
"Jace has hurt me to my lowest."
"The fuck did he do to you?"
"Well, he didn't intentionally hurt me. He just said some things that i let bother me."
"What he say?"
"Honestly, Ella. I'm tired. I thought i was okay when i moved in with you but school is so draining honestly. I'm so tired. Jace is upset because I don't wanna love him, or be in love with him anymore because of my past. And it's hurting my heart. Because it's hurting him. I cannot tell him my past, cause im not ready. I'm not mentally prepared. He told me his past and he said he's gonna go back to it as long as he doesn't know what's my past is. Cause he liked me a lot, and he don't know me so that's gonna hurt him cause he feels like he's putting his all into someone who doesn't wanna ever be in love with him."
She just listened.
"He said as long as he don't know who I really am, he's gonna keep having negative thoughts and feelings. He said im the first girl he ever liked since Isabela hurt him. He wants to know who i am, Els. But i mean, im scared. He said that I trigger trauma in his heart. He said he'll just go to who he used to be cause i hurt him.." i said, constantly crying more n more.
"Riele.." she said, slowly.
"What?" I said, wiping my tears.
"I understand both of your sides. You're not ready, and he wants you to be because he doesn't know. Do you understand him?"
