Actors ,Idols and Lovers

Chapter 13

* Mention of abortion, trauma and strong language *

Ambrose's Pov

" Will you marry me, Tae hi? I am ready, I will take the responsibility for the child and you."

"......." She sat on the chair breaking the eye contact as her once smiley and blooming face turned to the side. Which I interpreted as worry.

I scooped her hands placing the ring on the table.

"I am ready, I will end the contract tomorrow with the company. I will raise the child myself in front of my own eyes. You can pursue your carrier, don't worry about money. I have already made many investments and...."

" I got an abortion "

" What?" I rubbed her hands with my thumb asking her to repeat herself.

" I got an Abortion, Ambrose"

" It's not a topic to joke" My heart raced; I wanted her to say it's a joke like she always did.

"I am not, I am serious. You understand right, my carrier means a lot to me"

" When?" I rubbed my temples; I felt my anger rising as the feeling of sorrow increased.

" A week before"

"When you said you had a commercial ad shoot "

"Yes"

" Why didn't you tell me, I would have listened you out "

"It's my body"

" That child was mine too "

 "Why are you raising your voice? I can raise too "

" But I had the right too I was the father; don't you think it was important to consult with me, I never asked you to stop with your acting carrier, instead I have always supported you. "

"Who gives a mother lead role"

" You yourself should know, getting roles would never have been a problem to you"

" You're so annoying Ambrose, I choose If I want to keep the baby. Just let's skip it what's done is done"

" How could you dismiss it like that, if you would have kept it your first trimester would have ended in four days the child would have developed a heart."

" You love me, right? then why won't you accept my decision "

"Because I am hurt, what do you expect. You knew how happy I was. You went to abort the baby, where I pictured all my life ahead with a family of my own, went over and over on the plans for future. I wanted to be a father Tae hi. You knew it better than anyone else. "

"But I never wanted to be a mother"

"That is why I am stating why have you not discussed it with me. You never said you didn't want it, you never expressed it to me. How would I have known. I loved you; I would have probably agreed if you didn't want but you didn't care, Don't I have the right too. That child would have called me father"

"I know it Ambrose you have some major daddy issues, your father left you but that doesn't give you the right to be a bitch"

My throat formed a lump as no words left my mouth.

" We are over Ambrose " She said as she stormed off from the restaurant.  

As tears emerged from eyes and my voice went hoarse, my throat hurts so did my heart I sat on the lonely table crying it all out, my breath hitched as I felt a knot in my lungs, I became short on breath, cold sweats ran all over my face.

"Wake up Hyung"

" Wake up Ambrose " I felt a vigorous shaking as I jolted up, I rubbed my forehead my fingers were cold and sweaty, hands were barely still.

"Here water."

"Thank you " I gulped a sip of water down; I hated to drink water in a situation like this, the tasteless water tasted sour.

"What happened?"

"Nothing, just a nightmare"

" It was about that bitch right " ji Kyung spoke up his face making the expression of utter disgust. 

" Don't call her that " I said.

" Hyung sorry to break it to you but she is and will be a bitch to us. The way she dumped you and was with another man's sheet in just 2 days, she is a freaking loser and whore."

" Yes, totally. Our baby jay understands it too"

" Yes, I agree with the oldie "

" I am not old"

" And I am not a baby "

" Guys stop it " I said getting up.

"Wanna eat breakfast"

" sure " Both said in unison.

as I was preparing food with music playing by my side, it was soon interrupted by my Ringtone.

I put it up on speaker forgetting there were two snoopy people in my house whose ear perked up when they heard a girl's voice over my phone which was not my sister or mother or my manager.

It was too late now as the bullet had already fired. stella spoke from the other side.

"Happy morning Ambrose"

"Happy morning stella " 

 "Ambrose, why is my takeout getting cancelled again and again"

" Where are you ordering from " by now both ji Kyung and jay were beside me. Respect my privacy guys.

" The downtown restaurant "

" They can't accept it no unauthorized person is allowed to come in the area."

" Then what should I do "

" Come over unnie , Hyung makes really tasty breakfast"

"Oh, Is it jay?"

" Yessssss" jay answered like he was in a roll call.

"Good morning" A really lovable greeting made it way to jay from stella which jay answered with enthusiasm.

"Good morning to you too"

"I am present too, good morning"

"Oh, ji Hyung, good morning."

"So are you coming"

"No, I am sorry, I have members coming today, I will have to attend to them and that is why I was thinking of ordering food in a quantity, but I guess I'll have to make it "

"Now can I speak" I said butting in the conversation.

"Yes???" stella spoke.

"There are restaurant from which you can order, it's inside the area because they are only open to celebrities, I'll forward the link to you"

"Thank you so much, I would appreciate that"

"It would have been nice to have your company but anyway" jay said sulking which always unknowingly bought a pout to his face which was enough to spread a smile on my face too.

"Ok stella, then do let me know if you need any other help"

" Sure, I will bother you quite often then Ambrose"

"My pleasure my lady"