𝐃𝐨 𝐎𝐫 𝐃𝐢𝐞 - 𝐉𝐉 𝐌𝐚𝐲𝐛𝐚𝐧𝐤

𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐥𝐞 𝐬𝐞𝐜𝐫𝐞𝐭

An hour or two went by and I was still trying to process the events of the night.
John B and I used to bicker all of the time when we were growing up, but, our fights have never gotten to the extent where I can't stand to be in the same room as him.

Maybe I'm still holding a grudge against him for not telling me about Dad.

Us continuing to fight isn't going to solve anything.

A faint knock on the door disrupted my thoughts, "Who is it?" I asked, standing up from my bed, slowly making my way over to the door.

"JJ."

I opened the door slightly, peeking my head through the gap.

"Hey.. Can I come in?" JJ asked softly with a slight smile on his face. I nodded my head, returning the same smile, opening the door slightly wider, enough for him to be able to enter my room, closing the door behind him once he was in.

"You doing okay, pretty girl?" JJ questioned, placing his hand on my shoulder for comfort.

"I'm fine, JJ.." I voiced out barely above a whisper, wiping away the last remaining tears off of my face with the sleeve of my shirt. "Is John B still here..?"

"Oh. No, no. He went back to Pope's for a little while. Kiara went home.  I told him that I'd stay here until he got back. He needed to calm down." He wrapped his arm around me, and pulled me into his side. "He was only trying to protect you. You know that right?" He questioned, glancing down at me.

"I know.." I sighed out, nodding my head against him. "Let's just hope Rafe doesn't go to the cops." I muttered out, pulling away slightly from JJ.

"If he does, I'll kick his ass." JJ chuckled out, causing a quiet giggle to escape my lips.
"Well, pretty girl.. I just wanted to make sure that you were okay. I'll be right outside if you need anything." JJ smiled out, removing his arm from around me, making his way to the door.

"JayJ.." I voiced out, causing him to turn around just before leaving.
I walked up to JJ slowly, not saying a word. I stood on my tip-toes and wrapped my arms around his neck, closing my eyes as I leaned in to give him a quick peck on his lips.
I felt his hands make their way down to my waist when our lips met.

I pulled away and gazed at JJ who looked completely shocked by what I had just done. I removed my arms from around his neck and took a step back.
My heart started pounding as JJ stood there in silence, gazing at me.
"JJ, I'm— I'm so sorry.. I don't know what's came over me, I just—" I couldn't even finish my sentence before JJ pulled me back into him by my waist, smashing his lips back onto mine. I wrapped my arms around his neck once again and started running my fingers through his blonde locks as the kiss deepened.

After a minute or two, JJ moved one of his hands from around my waist and to the top of my thigh, tapping it gently, "Jump", he mumbled out against my lips.

I smiled against his lips, doing as he asked and jumping up a little bit. His hands hooked underneath my thighs as I jumped, I wrapped my legs around his waist and before I knew it, I was sat on top of my dressing table.
JJ briefly broke the kiss so that he was able to remove his shirt.
He then pressed his lips against my neck, I tilted my head and let out a soft moan. "JayJ..", I whispered out his name in pleasure, running my fingers through his hair once again.
I closed my eyes and bit down on my lower lip as I felt one of his hands slowly travel up my thigh and to the inside lining of my shorts.

JJ pulled his lips away my neck and I pulled him back up to face me.
I trailed my hand down his toned chest, stopping just above his blue denim shorts. I locked my eyes with his, the both of us smiling proudly at each other. He pressed his lips onto mine once again, the kiss becoming more passionate.

"Maddy? Mads, you still here?" JJ and I broke away from the kiss, our eyes widening at the sound of a familiar voice calling my name.

Fuck, it's my brother.

I frantically pushed JJ away and jumped off of my dressing table, "Quick, grab your shirt and hide!"

JJ scrambled, quickly picking his shirt off of the floor, looking around for somewhere to hide, "Where?! There's no where to hide." JJ whispered.

"Maddy, look.. I'm sorry, okay." John B's footsteps were getting closer and closer. I looked down, seeing his shadow under the door, and frantically pointed at my closet, gesturing JJ to hide in there. JJ raced to closet, closing the door quietly.
I fixed my hair and took a deep breath, opening the door once I knew for sure that JJ was out of sight.

"John B, hey." I sighed out, smiling at him.

"Hey, look.. I'm really sorry about earlier.." John B began, letting out a sigh. "The Kooks just got to me, and I just lost it, I—"

"It's okay, I get that you were just trying to look out for me." I said reassuringly, flickering my eyes between John B and the closet door. 

"Thank you.. I-uh.. It's late, I'll let ya' get to sleep. Goodnight." He said, turning to walk away.

"Goodnight." I mumbled out with a smile, beginning to close the door.

"Oh, Maddy!" John B stopped and looked back at me. I poked my head through the gap in the door. "Have you seen JJ? Did he leave?" He questioned, giving me a slightly worried look.

"Mm, I think so. I'm not too sure." I said calmly.

I hate lying to John B, but he can't find out about what JJ and I were doing just now.

"Okay. I'll try and give him a call. Night, sis." He nodded his head, and carried on walking away.

I closed the door and let out a sigh of relief. JJ came back out of the closet, letting out a sigh of his own.

"That was close." He whispered with a grin.

"JJ, he can't find out about this." I said sternly.

"Don't worry, beautiful. This will be our little secret." JJ shot me a playful wink, putting his shirt back on.
"I suppose I'd better leave through the window, huh?"

"That would probably be best." I chuckled out with a grin.

"See you in the morning?" He questioned, making his way over to my window, quietly lifting it up.

"Bright and early." I smiled at him.

JJ then climbed one leg at a time out of the window, before closing it, he flashed me a proud smirk, "That was hot, by the way."

I chuckled, shaking my head at JJ as he closed the window and started making his way home. The moon being his only source of light.

Well, I suppose that's the no Pogue-on-Pogue macking rule out the window.