i can't scream.
I'm falling. My lungs won't expand I'm getting close to no oxygen. No one will ever hear me. No one will ever know I'm dying. My body is in such unbearable agony theirs a hole in my chest and it's being filled up with pain, screaming, fight and agony.
I reach my hand up trying to escape this endless pain and suffering. The more I struggle the more I go down. The more I struggle the less oxygen I have. I can't breathe! I can't breathe... I can't breathe.... I can't... brea-
"Elara...Elara! Wake up!" My eyes shot open. My body froze. "Elara your okay. Your okay chipmunk...your okay" he comforted me I could feel my heart beat get faster. I tried taking in a breath but my body wouldn't let me it was only short steep breathing. I looked up to the the familiar face of Lorenzo.
"It's okay. Your okay now. I'm here....I'm here" he said I brought my hand to my mouth and took the finger nail off of each one of them. "Hey, Hey, copy my breathing." Lorenzo said holding my close. It took a little bit but I was able to get my breathing back under control.
"Are you okay?" He asked me messing with my hair. I blankly nodded my head and looked down. "Chipmunk...what was your dream about?" He asked with concern lased around his voice. "My dream" I told him. I've had this dream for so long.
It starts with me looking over a cliff and I was looking at the water and someone pushes me in and I try to swim and get out but I run out of oxygen and strength and I wake up a mess and screaming and crying and it's almost like a night terror.
"I'll pay with you until you fall asleep" he told he messaging my scalp with his finger tips he lays me back down covering me with the blanket and laying next to me. Lorenzo likes to sleep cold and I like to sleep hot so he didn't sleep under the same blanket as me.
He wrapped his hand around my waist and pulled me in hugging me close. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath in letting it out and feeling content.
"Hey Enzo?" I asked trying to see if he's awake still "yeah?" He told not moving a muscle. "Why do you have bandages all over your body?" I went to bed with him having no bandages on and I woke up with him covered in them.
"Me and Giovanni got in a fight." He said yawning in the middle of his sentence "do you ever think he will lose his anger issues." I asked again. "I think that one day when he thinks he's got his life figured out and he thinks he knows himself. he's going to meet a nice woman and he's not going to be able to forget her and he's going to hate her because of it. but then slowly fall in love with her and she's going to love him and help him with his anger issues" Lorenzo fantasized Lorenzo
I knew that wouldn't be right but it was a fun game to play. I think Lorenzo is going to find a very special someone and I'm going to be very happy for them and love her so much. but me? I don't believe in love...
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عاطفية*Not Edited* "Sometimes it feels like I'm hanging by broken string" _-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_- A deadly trio of assassins find themselves in the unlikely care of the Italian Mafia after a botched mission lands them in...
