Chapter Five : A Lot of Things

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Chapter Five | A Lot of Things

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Liked by trinity_fatu, reeva, jonathanfatu, and 915,344 others
tookie A Lot of Things 🌌11/1/24✨
View all 12,315 comments
reeva So excited for this album ❤️
latto YAYYY!!!!
trinity_fatu I can't wait 🥰❤️
jonathanfatu 🤘🏾🤘🏾🤘🏾🤘🏾

Sometimes my life feels like a chaotic blend of love, laughter, and the kind of challenges that leave me gasping for breath. We were all in the living room—Jett, my little ball of energy, was chasing his sister Jora around.

Their giggles echoed off the walls, filling the space with a kind of joy that only children can create. But then, in the midst of their play, Jett collided with me, sending a jolt through my body.

"Hey, Jett, be careful! You can't run into my mommy like that," I said, instinctively placing a hand on my stomach.

It was becoming a protective gesture, one that I felt I would do more and more as the weeks went by.

"Did he hit your stomach?" Jora asked, her brow furrowing with concern.

I shook my head. "Almost," I replied, glancing down at my belly.

I wasn't showing yet, but it felt like I was carrying the weight of a secret that could burst forth at any moment. Jett pouted, his big hazel eyes filling with regret.

"Sorry, mommy," he said, his voice small.

"It's okay, baby," I assured him, my heart swelling with affection.

I looked at Jora, who, in her wise older-sister way, chimed in, "You have to be careful and not hit mommy's stomach, Jett."

"Why?" Jett asked, tilting his head in that adorably innocent way he does.

"Because mommy has a baby in her belly, duh," Joudree said, matter-of-factly.

I shot Joudree a glance, a mix of surprise and silent panic. "Mommy, you having a baby?" Jett asked, his voice tinged with excitement and confusion.

In that moment, I felt a wave of urgency. Jora pretended to be very interested in the floor, avoiding my gaze as if she knew the weight of the truth I was about to unveil.

"You have to keep it a secret," I whispered, my voice barely above a hush.

Joudree nodded, understanding the gravity of our little conspiracy. "Then you shouldn't have told Jora," she replied, and I could feel the corners of my mouth twitch into a smile, despite the tension.

Later in the day, I found myself in a whirlwind of discomfort. I lay in bed, feeling the world tilt and sway around me. My body was not my own, and nausea rolled over me like a wave I couldn't escape. Just then, Trinity walked in.

"Hey, are you still not feeling good?" she asked, her voice filled with concern.

I groaned, wishing I could shake off whatever was ailing me. Just as I thought I might manage to lift myself from the bed, Jersey peeked in, her face lighting up. "Mommy, can you play with me?" she asked, her eyes wide with hope.

Trinity quickly swooped Jersey into her arms, cradling her close. "Mommy needs to stay in bed, but you can play with me," she said, trying to lighten the mood.

The warmth of her kindness washed over me like a balm, but I couldn't help feeling guilty.

I heard Trinity on the phone, calling Jonathan. "Tookie's still sick, and the nanny isn't here to help with the kids," she explained, her voice steady and calm.

I felt a pang of gratitude and guilt mix inside me. I didn't want to burden anyone, but I needed help.

Before long, Jonathan arrived. "Daddy, what are you doing here?" Jora asked, her eyes brightening as she saw him step through the door.

"Your mommy is sick, so I came to help her with y'all," he answered, his tone reassuring.

I was grateful for his presence but also anxious. I knew I was about to face another layer of complications. Jonathan walked upstairs, the familiar sound of his footsteps a comfort. He found me just emerging from the bathroom, a rag draped over my forehead.

"Why you ain't call me to help you with the kids knowing you're still sick?" he asked, a hint of frustration lacing his voice as he guided me back to bed.

"I thought you were back on the road," I replied, forcing a lightness into my tone, though the lie settled heavily in my chest.

Jonathan leaned in, brushing my hair back. "You're lying. You don't trust me, but that's okay, because I'm gonna show you that I'm here for you and our kids," he said, his eyes searching mine.

I tucked my bottom lip between my teeth, the familiar pang of vulnerability washing over me. "Do you got the flu or something?" he asked, concern etching lines across his forehead.

"Something like that," I answered softly, my heart racing at the thought of revealing my secret.

Just then, Trinity came back into the room, her laughter lightening the air. "Kids are so funny. Jace said that he doesn't want a new baby," she said, her eyes sparkling with amusement.

I shut my eyes, feeling a mixture of sadness and uncertainty. "Funny," I managed to reply, the weight of my secret making it hard to keep my voice steady.

Jonathan watched me closely, and I could feel his worry intensifying. He removed the rag from my forehead, and his touch sent a ripple of warmth through me. "Tookie," he said, his voice gentle yet firm, making me open my eyes.

"What?" I asked, bracing myself for whatever question he had next.

"Never mind, did you take any medicine?" he asked, shifting the conversation as if he sensed the turmoil in me.

I shook my head. "No, I just need to sleep it off," I said, hoping he would accept that for now.

"Well, we'll look after the kids, and you can rest," Trinity said, giving Jonathan a nudge to pull him out of the room.

As they left, I sighed deeply, feeling the weight of my secret pressing down on me like an anchor. For now, my secret was safe, but I could feel the time ticking. I thought of the baby growing inside me, of the life I was nurturing, and of the joy and chaos that awaited us all.

The kids were in the other room, and I could hear their laughter, their innocence a stark contrast to the worry I felt. Jett, Jora, Jersey, Jace, Jeter, and Joudree—all of them filled my heart with love, yet I was caught in this web of uncertainty about how to share this news with them, with Jonathan and Trinity.

As the evening stretched on, I knew I needed to rest, but my mind was a storm of thoughts. I closed my eyes, hoping that sleep would come and grant me a brief escape from the whirlwind of my reality.

Yet, deep down, I understood that secrets have a way of surfacing, and soon, I would have to confront the truth head-on, with all its complexities and joys.

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