I'm Only Sleeping...(Beatle Dreams)

Be Here Now- 10/24/24

Wow it's been forever since I've been here with something interesting...but I have something, technically multi fandom, but mostly Beatle centered...and most likely triggered from them as well (I'll explain at the end).

I was going to see a movie about the Beatles, as of course I would, but my dad had to work, so I was left to walk.

I felt upset at that, and even felt like I'd miss some parts of it if I didn't just hurry up into my seat already, even if I was starving. I even saw one of my friends there eating in a diner, who waved at me, which I reciprocated, but I didn't have time to go in and say anything.

I felt lonely...usually someone tags along with me, but now I sit down in the rather comfortable chairs, sighing, until I heard it:

"Hello, love..."

My eyes widened. I looked around, and the ones in those seats...were the Monkees.

It made me feel welcomed, particularly by Mike, who was relaxing and giving me cute eyes. The frown had quickly turned to a smile.

Even more so as I saw Freddie Mercury, acting as legendary as ever, darling, and admiring me as well.

It was like I had this family...people who cared for me heavily.

But it didn't end there.

Everyone from the Monty Python's Flying Circus crew was there too, and they all seemed scared of Cleese, who was sitting next to me, and there wasn't an issue.

But better yet...John and George, as angels, were flying by me and put their hands over mine, which everybody else decided to do the same, all of us bonding perfectly.

We were scolded for talking while the children's theater behind us were performing before the movie we were about to see started, but we didn't care. We were happy.

Also side note...anyone else into all these fandoms? No? Just me? Because if so...YOU'RE LIKE MY BEST FRIEND EVER. 😍

Anyway, the reason I feel like this happened in the first place is because of this version of Be Here Now. I had essentially awoken right to it. The second I had heard it, I felt as if my heart and soul were cleansed. I felt this way over the Give Me Love version too, but I feel even more so over this one...a song that's underrated and deserves more love. George brings out my inner spiritual nature. I also, due to a likely past friend, got hooked onto AI when I really, really felt bad about it, but I couldn't help it...and yesterday I finally put my foot down after watching a video about it, plus just it just gets boring after a while...and I don't want to support something that could take away jobs from me. This almost seemed like a reward. Like I had a Let it Be situation. It legitemitely feels like that. And I am so touched by that. Thank you, George...it feels like I've been calmed and you're guiding me in the right direction... 🥺💖

I know...I might be rambling...but considering that I have been on a streak of vivid, too out there to remember, or outright upsetting dreams lately...it feels like a breath away from heaven (George reference). The song literally acts like a lullaby to me...I'm not joking.

Sorry if this felt like more of my own thing than an update...but I stand by that feeling. But seriously, anyone into all of the above? 🥰