REBORN TO LIVE

3. JOURNEY

I never thought I would be able to live apart from my family even whenever someone said about marriage I used to tell them I would never do marriage as I couldn't leave my parents .

But here I am leaving my house and parents behind to never met them again. Even I just wrote a simple letter saying -

" Neither you trust me nor I could bring myself to trust you both anymore and now I wanted to live my life without any lies , fear and pain. 

I couldn't pay off all you had done for me in past 20 years . But I can compensate a little by not disclosing that ridiculous crime or secret because of which my life became a living hell that force me to suicidal thoughts often . 

You know I never been able to brought myself to trust you enough to tell that secret as somewhere I know you would be act as per society norms and standards. And you both done as I expected.

Now you could tell your society whatever story you want to told them about me and please don't try to find me . 

I don't want to say but I love you both.

And don't worry I am not going to do suicide as I will live till the last breadthof my heart .

Please now try to live for my siblings not for society ."

I wanted to wrote many things but I couldn't.

She woke up by a familiar voice calling her name . She composed herself and saw Ansh standing in front of her .

He said " Hey Sia you were sleeping for 2 hour. Seems like you haven't had slept last night . Anyway train had stopped here for half an hour . Would you like to take a shorts stroll around plaltform ."

She was contemplating to accept his offer or not as she was worried about her luggage and nervous as hell as she was travelling alone . Following her gaze he understood her concern and assured her that luggage safe here . His friend was staying behind he would take care of their luggage .

She accept the offer after thinking a while . They both got off the train start strolling randomly .

Sia engrossed in her thoughts while walking . She always liked to travel and she  always wished her journey continued longer as she like undestined journey but today she only wanted to reach her unknown destination.

Ansh saw her being space out and she was about to fall because of luggage carrier but he held her wrist siding her toward s him . She composed herself and said " Sorry I was thinking something and  mmm. Thank you once again Ansh,"

"It seems like I am your destined savour and you thanked me a lot today . But miss Siha I can't protect you always and if you hire me as your bodyguard then I could do so."

Sia and Ansh both burst into laughing.

She said " Mr. Ansh you also had good humour and about appointing as you bodyguard I couldn't do so as I am unemployed currently . If you want you could wait for me to got a good job with high pay then I could think about the offer."

" That would be long wait then ."

They continue their stroll and stop at a shop and he ordered coke for himself and asked Sia if she would like to eat some snacks or anything. But Sia was not sure she really want to eat something or not . Judging from her look Ansh understand her confusion . He smiled seeing her child like expression who was confused to choose items from different options presented . Then he suggests her icecream options which brought a pleasant smile on her face like a school kid as she was a heartcore icecream lover . She pursued to make payment but Ansh stopped her by saying this is his treat. Sia accepted his treat after a little pressure from him.  

After ten minutes they got back into train and the train started after 5 minutes . 

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Abhi bhi journey baki hai mere dost.

waise sardi me icecream khane ka alag  hi maja hai .