Read this because I'm lonely

I really dislike the Atlantic Ocean

This is gonna be a forever continuing chapter where I yap every time I hate the Atlantic ocean

Which is every second of my life, but anyway 

Sometimes I feel like I'm being too dramatic and it's like an inside joke but I also despise the fact it has to be there. 

I need to fucking hug him

I will literally be on the verge of TEARS over how much I need to hug that boy

Or just touch in general, because I'm touch deprived and a head pat would be just as good.

But there's only one thing that makes me cry these days (though I GO TO cry multiple times a day)

You see I'm awkward, the only person I hug is @/Maxwell_Yoso. Not even my parents, but that's on me. I just don't feel comfortable hugging them. 

But I love hugs. And I need them. And I really fucking hate the fact I can't be w my bf for the next few years of my life. 

Because it's not JUST the hugs I need