The missing twins

Chapter 19

Isabella POV

"What do you want", I ask, coldly crossing my arms.

"To talk", he shrugs.

"Talk about what? The way you threw us under the bus to save your own ass or the way you stole my plans. Yeah, don't think I didn't notice. Just because I didn't tell the others doesn't mean that I didn't know they were missing.", I say. Except for tori. she was the only one I told, when I found out the were missing.

"Izzy I-"

"SHUT UP.", I yell. "Why can't you just understand that I don't want to talk to you. I lost a lot that day, more than you can understand. I know you might have your reasons but we... me and you will never go back to those special days, the peaceful days." My voice full of emotions, my tears gathering in my eyes.

"You think it was easy. You think I did it because I wanted to. I did it because I need to protect you. I needed to know you would live, even if it meant that you would hate me. If I had to kill someone for you to live then I would do it. You have think that I have no feeling or emotions but I do, you don't know how much it hurt me, how much I wished there was another way but there wasn't. Okay, There wasn't, and I promise you if there was another way I would have taken it. I didn't mean to hurt and leave you like that. But I have to live the guilt, knowing that I was reason that many kids don't have a father, an uncle, a cousin, and even a grandfather.", his eyes softening.

I feel the tears in my cheeks. I sigh. "Even if what you are saying is true, I can't forgive you. Sebs. You told him what we were planning, we wouldn't be having this conversation right now. We could have been enjoying our time together, we could have been together."

"What if I told you why?", he said.

"It wouldn't change anything.", I say, turning to leave the classroom.

"Remember how I was missing for a whole week."

"Yeah."

"I was with him. He kidnapped me, he knew we were planning something, Izzy. I wasn't going to give it to him but he threatened me that he was going to kill the others. He was torturing us, toying with us. I could hear their screams, yelling for help, yelling for me. I couldn't lose them, but I also couldn't lose you. I took the plans but I never gave them to him. There was also a traitor in the mafia so it had to make them believe that I was on their side. After that I killed him. I couldn't him get more information. Izzy, I will beg for you to forgive me everyday. And if you want to kill me then do it. My men have orders to not intervene. Izzy, please.", he begs, his tears falling.

"Then why didn't you tell us, we could have saved you, helped you but you didn't say anything. We could have destroy them together... so... why didn't you tell me."

"Because I couldn't Isabella. I just couldn't, I tried but I couldn't. You were still going though a lot and I didn't want add pressure."

"You wouldn't be adding pressure, I would have gladly helped you.", I sob.

"Yeah, like how. Don't think I didn't see how you didn't eat much or sleep. You would flinch, if I would raise my hand or even walk up to you. Or the bruise that I would see on your body.", he says, raising his voice a little.

I stay silent, he's right back then , I was in no position to help, I couldn't even help myself. We really misunderstood him. "I'm sorry Sebs. I'm sorry I wasn't there when you needed me.", I say, opening the door.

I walk out of the classroom, wiping my tears. In the process, bumping into Xander. I look up Xander, Xavier, Liam and two other boys next to them.

"What happened, bambina? Who- Did he make you cry?", says Xander changing his voice from soft to cold.