Chapter 6

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Abby's POV(2 years later)
Two years. It's been two years since it all happened. The boys got third place but continued and it all went from there. The last time I actually spoke to Louis. My best friend. It's like he forgot all about me.

I eventually did move from Doncaster to London. I lost contact with everyone back in Doncaster. I wanted to leave it all. I changed my look. Well kind of my hair mostly. I went from red head to brown with blonde ombré hair.

I just wanted to get away from it all. I've seen them multiple times walking around but if I just ran up to them it would look like I'm a crazy fan.

I also made a new friend here in London Sierra. Actually we've been flat mates about 7 months now,but friends a bit more than a year. By this time she knows everything. And shocker she's a directioner. Not that I'm not I'm a fan of their music just every time someone mentions Louis my heart breaks.

"Abby! Earth to Abby!" Sierra shouts.

"What?" I ask her.

"Abby are feeling okay?" She asks. I shake my head while I continue staring behind her. She turn around and frowns.

"Abby you can't keep ignoring him forever." She tell me. I sigh.

"Yes I can. He stopped contacting why should I make myself seem desperate. I'm fine without him," I say. She shakes her head.

"First of all. You are so naive. Can't you see it's eating you from the inside. Abby I'm not blind I know you miss him. You miss having your best friend around," She said. I was about to say something but she cut me off.

"Second of all. Could you at least visit his family? You said they were your second family. Just because Louis stopped contact doesn't mean they wanted too." She said. I put my head down and she was looking at me with a proud smile. She knew she was right and I knew she was right.

"Well Abby," She said.

"I'll think about it. I can't make the decision that quick." She nodded her head in approval.

"Fine by me. Don't worry if you need moral support I could always come with you." Sierra said. I nodded my head.

We left Starbucks after after we finished our drinks. We noticed there were still fans and paparazzi giving us a hint that the boys were still near.

We decided to keep our heads low. We are both quite private people and we would like to keep it that way. We kept walking with our heads down and hands together to make sure not to lose each other. That is until we run into something or someone and fall down.

"Oh my god I'm so sorry love. I didn't see where I was going. I'm sorry." A British accent told me. And I'm praying it isn't who I think it is.

"Here let me help you up," I felt arms around me picking me up.

I looked up at Sierra noticed that Liam I think had helped her up and she had been looking at me with wide eyes. I gave her a confused look as I looked up. And it was the last person I wanted to see right now.

"Are you alright love?" Louis asks me. I couldn't talk I just nodded.

"Are you sure, you look like you've seen a ghost." He asks me again.

"I am fine," I stand myself up straight and dust myself off.

"C'mon Sierra we have to go," I take her arm and walk us away from the crowd.

"Are you okay?" She asks. I instantly shake my head. She looks at me with a sad expression.

We walk back home since we don't live that far. Right when she opens the door I run up to my room and lock my door. I fall on my bed and just cry. I just cry I let it all out.

I hear Sierra knock lightly.

"Go away," I say.

"Okay I'll leave you alone a little bit. Just get some rest okay?" I mumbled okay and she left.

Abby's Dream

"Lou it's me." I tell him

"No I don't know you. I don't remember an Abby." He says. Looking at me as if I'm crazy.

"Please Lou you got to believe me. We grew up together. Please please."  At this point I'm on my knees begging and crying.

"No you probably are just some fan. My only childhood friend I remember is Stan." He can't be serious. I was friends with Stan too.

"Boobear" I mumble.

"What was that?" He says listening closely.

"I said Boobear!" I shouted. He stared back at me shocked.

"How do you know that nickname?" He asks quietly.

"Because I used to call you that apart from your mum." I say. He shakes his head.

"No I don't believe it. You are some crazy fan." He says slowly backing away.

"Lou please-" I say reaching my arm out but he cuts me off and stepping father away.

"No stay away from me. Stay away from my girlfriend. And stay away from my family. I won't be afraid to call the police." He says sternly.

Girlfriend. Of course he has a girlfriend. Who is perfect. While I'm just a nobody. He doesn't remember me. He will never remember.

"If that's what you want. Then fine. I'll just just disappear." I tell him emotionless.

"Fine by me." He says. 

The last thing I see is him walking to Eleanor.

End of dream

I open my eyes and notice Sierra sitting on the bed.

"How'd did you get in?" I ask her.

"I grabbed a spare key." She says. I nod.

"Abby are you feeling any better?" She asks. I feel tears building up again and in just a few seconds I'm crying while Sierra is hugging me comforting me.

"Everything will be okay Abby." She says and rubbing my back.

"No. No it won't Sierra. Nothing will ever be the same as it used to be." I manage to say.

"And how do you know that Abby? Maybe everything will come back to how it's supposed to be." She says. I shake my head.

"He doesn't remember. He hasn't tried contacting me in two years Sierra. Two years. Not one little peek. Not even through his family. He hasn't tried anything," I tell her. If he wanted to he would've still contacted me even through his career.

"Abby maybe he has tried. Maybe their management hasn't allowed them too. Maybe they told them they were only allowed to contact family and family only," I was silent. I knew she was right.

"Abby you know I'm right, there's no doubting it," I could hear the smirk while she's talking. She starts laughing and I slap her arm.

"Ow! What the hell was that for," She shouts while rubbing her arm. May have hit a little too harm. Oops.

"I hate it when you're right," I mumble. She smirks.

"I'm sorry. What was that again," She says while bringing her ear up to me. Oh so she wants to play that game.

"I said! I hate it when you're right," I shout into her ear. She starts rubbing her ear now as well.

"Bitch you might've just caused me ear damage," She says.

"Oh suck it up," I tell her.

"Okay, now that I'm probably half-deaf are we at least good on the whole situation?" She asks me.

"Yes we are. In fact I've made up my mind," I tell her her. She looks at me me confused.

"About what?" She asks. 

"Sierra, is going back to Doncaster still an option?" I ask. She smirks and nods.

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