"I don't know if I should be regretting deeply as I am writing this to you, but I know for sure that my body is whining and that I regret everything I had decided to do, and everything I had done to you—both the good, and the bad that I thought were right for both of us.
Every day feels emptier as I head outdoors, knowing that no one would be at my there calling for my name while playing with my pet, and as I sit on my bed knowing you'd no longer be here to fill it ever again. My life never really progressed much since you left. To be honest, I've grown to be even more miserable over time."
