Hashtag ishdik is real

ch:23

Exiting the airport and getting into the cab didn't look back if hardik was following me. Coz I know he is.

As I silently led the way to the hotel room closely followed by hardik.

Punching in the key card in enter first into the dim darkness.

But as soon as hardik enters behind me , I turn around and pin him against the door .

He gave me a smirk.
Although I love it most of the time, right now I got kinda annoyed by it, I wanted to swipe it clean Outta his lips. So I smack my lips on his. I didn't mean to be forceful or anything, but back at the airport it felt like this is the only thing he wanted so unless he stops me, I am going to go on.

I moved my lips on his needfully, my hands around his heck, grabbing the back of his hair,
He kissed me back, but his lips were more gentle with me. His lips rolled on mine softly, making me go insane for his touch. He was just standing resting his back on the door, while I was standing on my tiptoes to match his height,

I wanted his hands on me, I needed it, like the way he holds me by the waist and pulls me so so close to him.

Instead he just, held me by my shoulder pushing me back, breaking the kiss, I looked at him with confused eyes, like ' isn't this what you want? So why are you pushing me away?'

He still has that smirk on his face.
Damn he looks so hot under the dim light.

"This isn't how it should be done jaan!"
He said turning is around so that now I am by the door
I gave him the look of amusement and surprise

and then he leans in kissing my lips,
So gently it feels too real that I wanted to cry ,
If he doesn't want me in his life the way I want , then why? Why kiss me with so much affection?

His way didn't change, and he pressed himself on me, his hands on the small of my back.

He tilted his head to the other side sucking on my lower lip, the kiss was too sweet and too intimate to my liking. So i put my hands on his waist sliding it underneath his shirt.

He shivered as my fingertips touched his skin.

He opened his eyes, then i realised my eyes were open this whole time, he gazed at my eyes, in surprise, he gestures towards Me to close my eyes.
So I did. And the feeling just got intensified, i realised I was just keeping my eyes open so I won't get too indulged in this moment, so that I won't feel loved in this moment. But his way was too loving, and I hated it. Coz it can't be real.
Can't be mine forever.

He slowly moves his hand from my shoulder to cup my face with his wide palms. The sweet kiss was a bit intoxicating. I was drowning in him.

I am too deep in love.
A single tear drop leaked from my eyes making its way down, and soon touching his fingers, that was the moment he opened his eyes, and moved back looking at me in confusion.

No words were exchanged but I knew what he meant.
"Its fine, I am just feeling a lot of emotions at once" i said, to make his relax, he nodded.

"That's good right?" He asked.
Was it good tho? Me being sad that even tho he's mine in this country, I can't even tell him, and even if I do, he'll never be all mine.

"Yes it is , " I say because I want to get over with it, who knows after this even I will be available to put distance between us.

And i closed the gap once again, capturing his lips , but not exactly his lips coz he turned a lil so my lips got placed just beside his lips while he kisses another year drop away from my face

'why is he being so caring? Why not just both of us get what we want and then he can just keep going on with his life'

Everyone said that he's a playboy, but this time around ICT was so positive that he likes me, but I can't make myself believe in all those illusory talk.

As he keeps kissing me, i grab the bottom of his shirt, coz the amount of safety i felt around him was unhealthy.

I slowly moved my hands to his collar and started unbuttoning his shirt,

What's with him and breaking kisses, he broke the kiss yet again and looked at my hands, which were past unbuttoning his middle, I looked at his chest , so muscular and so toned. I wanted to touch him, so I did ,i placed my palm flat on his chest, his body was so warm beneath my cold hands, he held me by the wrist, as if stopping me from moving my hands

"What are you doing?" He asked with a look of surprises.

His heart was beating too loud and proud, it gave me a chance.

Am I forcing myself on him?
I thought he wanted this !
His breathing was heavy too, well mine was too, what do you expect after all that kissing?

"I thought you wanted me!" I said as a matter of fact, but there was a hint of doubt, in my words.

"Of course, i want you" he told me. Not letting go of my hand, so I just started with my other hand.

"So why are you stopping me?" He then let's go of my hand

"But do you want me?" He asked with sincerity in his eyes

I gave out a small laugh.
Like can't this man see how much i want him?

"Yes I want you, or else I won't be sneaking around with you right now!"
I said it, and instantly regretted it for saying the word ,'sneaking around '

He caught me before the speed of lightning touched the ground.

"We're not sneaking around!" He said.

"Yes we aren't, it's not our fault that we're in a country to be sneaky" i said.

He nodded.

"Can't i touch what I want ?" I asked.
Pulling my hands away from him and placing them beside me.

"Yes you can touch everything ,"
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_______________to be continued ___________💋 XOXO

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