Emma sat next to me on my couch.
"And so fans, Because of all the drama...we thought we should take a break" mark said and looked at me
"A big break..." I said looking at the floor
"Don't be sad guys! We will still be playing video games and meeting at conventions and hanging out" he put his arm around me and I put on a fake smile
"Yah guys! We will always be friends" I said and while I realized my voice was quivering I coughed like it was allergies.
"I hope you shippers understand that it wasn't us...it was the rumors and drama" mark said looking at me,making sure I was okay
I closed my laptop,stoping the video.
"Just so you know I totally un-followed her on all of my social media accounts" Emma said and I stifled a chuckle. Emma was the type of stereotypical popular girl.
" Thanks Emma" I said grabbing a tube of ice cream from her hand as she sat down
"No problemo, that video is weeks old and your still watching it?"she grabbed the blanket that was already sat in me and covered her self up
"Yah... I mean it is about me and it's the only video I can watch on his channel without bursting out crying...I just can't help it" I rested my head in my hands thinking about how after that video he went back to la and is probably still playing video games while I have been moping around
"I just really miss him you know?" I said taking a huge bite
"I can tell,your eyes are still red from crying" she said cringing at my lazy lack of makeup
" At least people believe us now....gonna be honest I thought he can up with idea so he would get away from me" I looked down
"Hey! Are you kidding me! Your chemistry was plain to see! Everyone of BOTH all of your fans could see it. I wish I could have had what you guys had, even if only lasted a day! Which yours didn't.... You guys were adorable" she nudged my arm
"Yah that was until Aimee screwed it up for me" I crossed My arms
"Yah, you never did tell me what happened when you confronted Aimee" she said turning fully to me
" Well at first she said it wasn't her....than I told her she was the only one who had been In my house and she confessed...she said rage she was jealous and she would not apologize" I crossed my eyes thinking about the horrid memories
"I know your un comfortable talking about it so I won't ask any more" she said turning back to watch tv
"Thanks Emma...you know what? I feel bad I have not made a video for my fans...." I smirked
"I think I'm gonna talk to the fans" I got up and she stood up also
"About what?" She asked her eyebrows raising
"That I will get back to gaming and I wanted to tell them about Rtx" I said pulling my hair up and running to my room to apply a LITTLE makeup
"OHHHHH CAN I DO IT!"she jumped up and down
"I don't want to look like a clown" I giggled and she gave me a look
"Wait I look like a clown?!" She covered her face
"No but you would to me" I smirked as she pouted
After I put on my makeup I went to where I had my official setup.
"What's up yo'? It's (youtube/n)" I started off with my dorky intro
"Anyway i wanted to say I'm very sorry I have not been doing videos,I guess I'm a little sad since the break up" I looked at the ground
"It was selfish of me and I'm happy my fans have been so sweet to me on all of my social media accounts,I honestly don't deserve such great fans like you speaking as I'm just some dorky girl who plays video games and either rages, screams, or laughs...although I guess I make some of you guys smile too" I smirked thinking about all my fans I've gotten in such a short time
" I know all kinds of youtubers say this but I just want you guys to know that I love you guys so much that is is dangerous" i was starting to ramble but I didn't care
"What I'm trying to wt at is that is that I'm back on youtube and I will start making more gaming videos soon and also some vlogs while I'm at it so I can talk about what happens in my life" (AUTHOR! I'm getting somewhere with this I swear 😂)
"Oh yah I also wants to say I'm going to be go to my first convention as a youtuber on August 7-9th and I think it is called rtx...it is Austin and I will be doing signing and all that crazy stuff and I can't wait because I've been dying ever since I started, although not long ago, to meet all you awesome guys and see the people that would enjoy to see me!" I scratched my neck not knowing what to ramble about anymore
"One last thing I wanted to before i end this video is that I need some request for games to play! Anyway guys just say on social media what games and I think I'm gonna end it here By-" I got cut off by my recording room swinging open
" (Y/N)! DONT END THE VIDEO!" A voice yelled which stopped me from doing my video
(-()-)
"Mark? What are you doing here?" I looked at him in shock and took in the way he looked
A bigger scruff than usual, red puffy eyes, messy hair, and the final thing I seen was him holding a suitcase.
"What i said was the worst decision I had ever made" he walked up to me and stood me up with him (although the camera could still see us because we were shortys )
"Mark I-" he turned to the camera
" all you fans I'm sorry but the rumors were true... We were faking dating But not for attention..." He turned to me
"It's because people said I could not get a girlfriend and u wanted to prove them wrong but it just blew up in my face because....the girl I was planning on "breaking up with", she stole my heart" he looked Down at me as I looked up at him confused
"The most I had done was kiss her on her cheek....and It killed me to see her pretty face and not smother her in kisses and it killed me not to do what I'm about to do...and if she does not like me back I'm sorry because i missed her so much much I traveled here from l.a and I would have done more..." My eyes were watering...
"
He grabbed my chin and softly pushed his face into mine, his soft lips were on mine and my eyes were widened in shock
I heard cheering off in the doorway as Emma stood there clapping
"My little girl is making me so proud!" She said squealing as I smiled in the kiss and I closed my eyes and kissed back
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