IRDWTSTML [QUICKWEAR] (Edited)

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Lu Wenyi was not seriously injured in the car accident. He only stayed in the hospital for one night before being discharged and returning home. However, there was no one in this home who could make him happy and look forward to it. The dark house was like a huge mouth of the abyss, dragging him into a darker abyss all the time.

　　In the dark living room, Lu Wenyi stood in front of the French window and looked at the tables and chairs in the yard quietly, just like the first day he came, as if the person he cared about the most and wanted to see the most was still sitting there.

　　At that time, he was full of resentment and evil thoughts. He thought, why? Why did he have to be trampled in the mud and struggle to survive when we have the same blood flowing in our bodies, while this younger brother who had appeared in his ears every day since he was six years old could grow up surrounded by love. Why?

　　So he was determined to drag the person who just sat there, as if he was wrapped in all the beauty of the world, to hell.

　　He succeeded and failed, and the brother he desperately stretched out his arms to hug from hell dragged him from the hell full of twisted evil thoughts into the world. After staying in the world for a long time, he became like a human being.

　　But there was no way... He couldn't let go. He couldn't be a human being, and he only belonged to hell.

　　Lu Wenyi didn't stand in front of the French window for long. He slowly moved to the second floor in the dark room and walked into Mu Xingchen's room without stopping. He didn't turn on the light, but still went into the bathroom in the dark. He took a cold shower and came out naked, bent over and lifted the quilt to get on the bed.

　　The breath of his brother on the quilt was very faint. Lu Wenyi buried his face in the pillow and took a deep breath, murmuring hoarsely, "I will find you."
But because the news advertisements were removed, finding someone became even more distant. Lu Wenyi drove to various streets in the city every day. He went to all the places where Mu Xingchen might appear, but no, there was no one.

　　As the days passed, the evil thoughts that filled his mind were gradually replaced by longing and despair.

　　He didn't want anything, just wanted to find his brother.

　　When the phone rang, Lu Wenyi was sitting in the car in a daze. He didn't raise his hand until the last ring of the phone. "What's the matter?" His voice was hoarse.

　　"...There is a plan that needs your confirmation. Can you come to the company?" "

　　You decide."

　　When Li Zhou heard this, he knew that he wanted to hang up the phone, and hurriedly said, "Then let's have dinner together later? Xiaoyu is going abroad again. This may be the last time we get together."

　　Lu Wenyi did not refuse. After hanging up the phone, he continued to sit in the car in a daze, looking at the lights outside the car. Thinking of the lonely and terrifying home, he silently lowered his eyes and looked at his hand on the steering wheel, thinking, this hand is really ugly, if Chenchen sees it, he will definitely dislike it. The hand on

　　the steering wheel is still slender and beautiful with distinct joints, but there are scars on the originally smooth back of the hand and the joints, which destroys the original beauty.

　　Lu Wenyi took off his glasses and looked out the window. In the past six months, his myopia has become so severe that he can't see people clearly without glasses. He doesn't want to see clearly. Everyone he sees is not the person he wants to see. But the irony is that after taking off his glasses, everyone he sees is like the person he misses madly.