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Zac: How was it?

Fatima: It sucked, it was awkward and dude was trying to get some ass without even trying to get to know me.

Zac: Baby you can't blame the guy have you seen that ass you carry around.

Fatima: I'm more than just a piece of ass Zac

Zac: I know baby but I'm just saying. Come here (I got up and straddled him) You'll eventually go on the perfect date

Mariah: With you? 

Fatima: Hey I didn't know you were still up.

Mariah: I was waiting on you. You know this is the third date you've been on and you've hated all of them.

Fatima: I know dating sucks

Mariah: I wasn't finished talking anyway somehow after every date you wind up in the position you're currently in, his lap. You guys think you're sneaky with all this kissing shit you think I don't see and I'm pretty sure I smelled you on mom's pillow.

Fatima: Maisey I swear we're just hanging out no funny business

Mariah: whatever you guys got going on is not my business, I'm not your mom so I'm not clocking you. But you both seem to love being around one another so instead of going on these useless dates and wasting those men's time just try seeing where this goes. Cause mom knowing you you're probably comparing every guy to dad and they can't compete where they can't compare. I'm gonna go to bed I love you both.

Zac: Love you sweetheart

Fatima: Good night my love I love you.

Zac and I watched as our daughter walked out of the lounge and up the stairs where her room was. As soon as we heard her door close he started attacking my lips. For the past two weeks we've been at Zac's place initially we were only going to stay here a week but one week turned into two. Zac and I were like teenagers sneaking around making out secretively. Zac has been a complete gentleman and haven't tried getting into my panties yet. Yes I said "Yet" because I so badly want him to get into it.

Zac: You know she has a point right

Fatima: She always does

Zac: I've been watching you go on these little dates because I want you to experience the whole dating scene but Ti the only person I really want you to go out with is me. The only person I want you to kiss with those lips is me. And we already know those other lips are already only mine. Ti I'm ready to be all in only if you're ready  to do the same. If you still wane be on the dating scene then I'll respect that too.

Fatima: Zachary Luther Taylor, you are the only guy I've ever been in love with. You are the father of my beautiful baby and my first and only. Baby I don't wane go on these stupid dates Andi set me up on, I wane go out with you. I wane make memories with you. Zac if I'm going to entrust you with my heart then you have to promise me that you wont break my heart.

Zac: I wont baby, I will honor your heart and love. I will protect you. One day I will make you my wife and the mother of my other kids

Fatima: I like that

Zac: You do?

Fatima: Yeah. Cuddles tonight?

Zac: Yeah how about you go get ready for bed and meet me in my room.

Fatima: Okay baby

He kissed me one more time before letting me get up to do my nightly routine. I was finally getting my chance to genuinely be happy. I kept thinking about what Mariah said, I've really been comparing the guys I went on a date with to Zac cause he was the only one I really wanted to date. If I was going to lay next to Zac and not do anything I needed to take care of myself cause it's honestly so hard to not wane jump him. I took care of business, showered and got ready for bed. "Am I interrupting" I asked as I walked into Zac room and found him releasing himself, the sight of him in all his glory really just turned me, I bit my lip and I might've stared a little too much but I didn't care. "Sorry babe, I'll be right back" He said as he got up and went into the bathroom. I wanted to tell him to continue while I watch maybe even join him but I didn't wane be a freak either. I made myself at home on his bed while I waited for him to join me.