She Likes A Boy, I'm Not A Boy (Dreamgirlshipping)

Chapter 4

Lisia's POV:

I can hardly take it anymore... I need to tell Serena how my feel!

The urge to just tell her us getting stronger and stronger but I'm just so scared about how she I'd going to react. I'd she accepts then I'll be over the moon with joy but if she declines I'll be heartbroken and I just don't know what I would do next.

This is so scary but I just have such an urge to tell her how much I love her. I've never felt this way about anyone else before and I don't think I will ever feel this way for anyone in the future if we don't end up dating.

After a while of pondering about what I should do, I decided that I needed to tell someone, but not Serena, or at least not just yet. I knew that I needed to talk someone I trust.

I could tell my uncle Wallace who will soon be getting married to his boyfriend Steven Stone but he's older and also he's a guy so I decided not to. I knew I needed to tell a girl around my age who would be supporting...

And that's when I decided on May!

During the time I've known Serena I've introduced her to many people but the person she has always liked the best is May. The two quickly became friends and then the three of us would always start hanging out together.

I'm not actually sure if she would be accepting because she's never really talked about crushes before so I don't really know who she likes but I just decided to go ahead and do it.

So I then texted her on my Rotom Phone and asked if she is available to chat and she said yes so we decided to meet up at the department store. Serena had said to me the day before that she would be really busy today so that meant we didn't need to worry about bumping into her.

We sat down at a table and then May looked over at me.

"So, what did you want to talk about?" She asked.

"Oh uhhhhh..." I stuttered.

This is one if the first times I've ever stuttered or stumbled on my words before. Usually I don't hold anything back and am always very outgoing but now... now I'm so nervous!

It felt so scary that I was about to tell one of my bestest friends about my crush on my bestest best friend. I was so scared about how she would react whether she would end up switching on me or not.

But, I had to tell her. Everything was set up and I can't back down now!

"I have a crush on Serena!" I admitted.

"I knew!" May exclaimed.

"You did?!" I exclaimed back.

"Yeah! You two are so close and you blush around Serena all the time, it's so cute!" She explained, "I've shipped you two since the beginning!"

"Were my feelings really that obvious?" I asked while starting to blush from embarrassment.

"Hell yeah they were!" She answered.

If she could tell I had a crush on Serena, maybe she could tell me if she thinks Serena likes me back?

"So, can you tell if Serena has a crush on me?" I questioned, really hoping I would get a positive response.

"Well, I've been struggling to figure that out for myself," She replied, scratching the back of her neck, "Sometimes her interactions with you look really romantic but sometimes they look really platonic..."

I groaned and then said, "I just want to tell her how I feel so badly..."

"Then you should!" May replied.

"But what if she says no?" I asked.

"You won't know until you try, but first you have to try!" May reassured me, "Maybe she's just really good at hiding her feelings!"

"I guess," I replied.

There was then a silence for a few seconds but then a question sparked in my head.

"So, do you have a crush on anyone?" I questioned.

"Well..." May stuttered, starting to go red in the face.

"Come on, I just told you my crush!" I demanded.

"Okay! Okay! It's Drew!" She revealed, covering her face because she was turning even redder.

Honestly her having a crush on Drew really suprised me. I've barely seen them hang out and when they do they just act very sibling like but maybe they just gave a very teasing and old married couple bond.

"Okay cool, I support you!" I replied.

"Thanks..." May replied.

Once we finished talking, we both stood up and hugged. We then left the department store and waved goodbye.

I felt so much better that I had finally old someone. It felt like the weight on my shoulders had some of it lifted off, but there was still some there.

But nevermind, I know who May's crush is now!

And now, the next step is to tell Serena how I feel!