𝐑𝐞𝐝𝐚𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐲 | 𝐉.𝐘𝐇 𝐱 𝐒.𝐌𝐆

➣ 21

Mingi felt absolutely disgusted with everything, with every inch of his body and with everything. It became so bad to the point where he couldn't look at himself in the mirror anymore and feel disappointed, but more without getting to cry.

He just can't not cry. He felt so ugly, unwanted, and even more like a slut whenever he looked at the marks Chanwoo left on his body, coming to the point where he just couldn't hide them with makeup and instead had to wear turtlenecks.

But Mingi wished that they were love bites instead of bruises.

He stared getting more and more violent lately, hitting and slapping Mingi as hard as possible and leaving him with red marks all over his body. He choked him to the point he almost fainted sometimes until Mingi just had enough of it.

He just couldn't deal with it anymore. Mingi just simply can't believe that this man was seriously in love with him and that he was doing this out of love, because he just isn't.

Chanwoo was using him all this time. He was using him because he wanted to fuck him and do nothing else, just use Mingi like a dirty toy for his own fun and nothing else, and Mingi just blindly thought that he was in love.

He didn't think of it as weird, not even the fact that Chanwoo was almost 29 when they met, and Mingi was 17. Thankfully, he was 18 when they first did the intercourse, but that didn't help the fact that it left Mingi with scars.

And now, he finally had enough.

"I-I want to stop doing this." Mingi spoke.

When those words left Mingi's mouth, he stared at Chanwoo's face as the male just stared at him unfazed with his cigarette in his hand, not giving Mingi any type of a reaction as he placed the stick between his lips and puffed the smoke out.

He smirked suddenly, and Mingi felt nervous as he clenched his fists.

Chanwoo chuckled, making Mingi's heart skip a few beats and feel the shivers getting down his spine and feel the coldness of the familiar room as if he was bare, even if he was fully clothed.

"And what makes you think I'll let you go?" Chanwoo then asked.

Mingi gulped, but he didn't dare to say anything or make him pissed off. He isn't sure what to do, just staring at him and feeling his hands start to shake at that. Mingi just stared as he placed the cigarette bud onto the ashtray.

He took a few steps forward until he was standing in front of Mingi, suddenly gripping his chin and making him look up into his eyes. Mingi gulped in fear, just staring at Chanwoo and not being able to process what the hell suddenly happened.

"You're fucking mine, you bitch. I told you so many times that you belong to me, and that you have no right to say what do you want because I am your fucking boss." Chanwoo suddenly spat out at him.

Mingi gulped again, just staring and opening his mouth. He can't say yes, he has to leave.

"B-but-" Mingi mumbled.

"No buts, whore. I told you that you got no say in this. Do I need to repeat million times to you so you get that inside your stupid head?" Chanwoo then said, raising his voice at Mingi to the point where he was literally yelling into his face.

Mingi felt absolutely scared. He was scared of this man that he once thought he loved, he just cannot look at Chanwoo now. He didn't want to be here, he wanted to leave and he wanted to never come back to him again.

He didn't know what to do, gulping as he stared into his eyes and feeling his hands shaking. Not only were his hands shaking, but his whole body. The familiar scent of cigarettes and a cold and dirty room was filling Mingi's nose up, suddenly making him feel the tears picking at his eyes.

"N-no.." Mingi mumbled, trying his best not to cry.

He scoffed. "No what, you whore? I told you that you're fucking mine, and you are staying mine." 

Mingi gulped, suddenly gathering enough confidence to shake his head and close his eyes, feeling Chanwoo's grip on his chin getting tighter. He tried not to cry and make Chanwoo even more angry.

"No, I'm not..." Mingi mumbled suddenly.

Chanwoo's eyes flashed with anger at that moment, and Mingi didn't know what to do. He stared and didn't say a thing, hearing Chanwoo scoffing suddenly as he nodded his head at that.

"So now you dare to speak back to me, huh?" Chanwoo spat out.

Before Mingi could even react to that, he felt a hard sting on his cheek as his face was turned left, leaving him to stand there and widen his eyes at the sudden shock as he didn't expect to get slapped by him.

He just stood there for a couple of moments with his cheek stinging and head turned left, suddenly getting his head yanked back by the hand gripping his chin and making him turn forward again.

"Do I have to teach your stupid ass to keep your fucking mouth shut? You're fucking mine and you don't get to say no, bitch. I should have locked you up like a damn dog and not even give you food so you would know how to behave." Chanwoo then said, raising his voice again at Mingi. 

But at that moment, Mingi just had enough. He felt pure anger and disappointment, now feeling the fear leaving his body as he didn't care anymore, instead grabbing Chanwoo's arm and yanking it from his chin.

He stared at Chanwoo as his face was ranging from shocked to angry in just a few seconds, breathing in and out for a couple of moments and instead backing off for a few steps as he clenched his fists again.

"No, you don't owe me, Chanwoo. I am myself, my own person, a-and I will leave whenever I want, I had enough." Mingi spoke now with his voice fully, not wanting to mumble and instead voicing out what he wanted to say.

Chanwoo smirked. "You had enough? You are nothing. You are not important, and your only purpose is to be a good hole and keep quiet and yet you can't even do your only job properly!"

Mingi gulped. He felt his heart burning at that, making him feel like he truly isn't important. He shook it off, not focusing onto his words and letting them affect him, at least not now.

"S-shut up, I won't listen to you anymore. I'm done!" Mingi almost yelled at him now.

Chanwoo nodded his head, staying rather calm even if Mingi knew that he was pissed off inside. 

"You're done? No, you know what? I don't know where the fuck did you learn to disobey me, but I will make sure I get that behaviour out of you!" Chanwoo now yelled. 

Mingi's breath shook as he watched Chanwoo grab the bottle of beer, chugging it down and making Mingi gulp. He watched as he emptied it, now turning towards Mingi and suddenly the bottle was going straight into Mingi.

He gasped, turning away just in a second before it hurt him and making him feel his heart racing. He widened his eyes as he stared into Chanwoo, now knowing that he has to leave.

"You- you're fucking insane!" Mingi screamed at him as he suddenly turned back and wanted to leave.

" Fucking dare to leave me, and I will be turning your life into a pure hell so you will remember who was here for you and who you belong to!" Chanwoo yelled now.

Mingi stopped in his tracks, gulping once again and clenching his fists as he closed his eyes shut and knew that there is no point in battling himself anymore. He has to leave, Chanwoo is not normal.

He liked a minor, he had sex with Mingi when he said no so many times to him and didn't even let him leave for a couple of times too. He hurt Mingi on more than just one occasion and way, and Mingi had enough.

This isn't love, this was never love and Mingi just now realized it. Maybe it was too late, but it's over now.

"Then do it, I don't care." Mingi mumbled, not even turning back to him as he walked out of Chanwoo's apartment.

But suddenly, Mingi felt relieved because he was finally free again.