Secret Love (Sun x Moon)

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Moon's P.O.V

I love Sun so much, but I don't really know if he actually likes me back. It was just a kiss, and sure, he kissed me back, but that was probably because he might have been pressured to do so. I was pretty insistent. That was last night, and I was still so surprised by what happened. Not to mention, I also slept with him in now our bed last night.

I woke up with him under me again, and I felt like I had power over him. I don't know why I felt like that, I mean, I do have power over him, but still, it was an agonizing emotion. I heard him groan, and he looked up at me.

"I-... uh... Morning.."

He blushed and looked away.

"Morning."

I loved his little squeaky voice, especially in the morning. It's so adorable. "So... I have to go somewhere for a few days, and I don't know how long I'll be gone... Roxy will keep an eye on you and check up with you a lot." He looked confused. I didn't want him to question me, so I got up and went to go change. I've done things like this before, but I normally just ghosted him until I came back. This time is different, and I can't have him figuring out things. He was in enough danger as is. Which of course he didn't know that.

I take my job very seriously and never go against my rules, but things changed when I met Sun.. I forced myself to never love anyone. My job demands that of me. Now, because we have gotten so close, the wrong people have started to notice, and he's someone new I have to protect now.

I looked back at him in my room. He deserved to know.. but how would I tell him? He's so perfect and kind. He's a better man than I deserve, and I won't let anyone hurt him, so I have to keep him in the dark.

"Moon?!" Sun called out for me. I ran back into the room and saw him at the edge of his - my- I guess our bed, and he looked very concerned. I sat down next to him and rubbed his back gently.

"Yes, my fiery vixen?" I teased. He blushed. "What is a vixen?"

"It's a female fox."

He blushed even harder at his nickname. He scooted closer to me and held my arm.

"Do you really have to leave again?" His voice was breaking. I don't like seeing him upset. We have never officially said we liked each other, but it was clear to me, and I wanted to keep things quiet so I didn't attract any unwanted attention. But it was hard. I wanted to kiss him so badly. Hey, you know what? Every time I leave for a mission, it may be the last time I ever see him.. so this could maybe be that time. I decided once and for all that I would, and I turned his face towards me. I didn't even have to pull him in because Sun went into it instantly without warning. His lips pressed against mine. Once we parted, he looked stunned at what he did.

"I- uh.. I'm sorry..." He looked disappointed at himself while also silently judging himself. I pulled in his face and kissed him back. He put his arms around my neck, and we stayed like that unil. I got a text on my phone, and that told me that I needed to leave now.

"I'll see you again soon, I promise!" I kissed him one last time before grabbing my already packed bag and booked it out of the daycare. I headed to my limo, and my driver, who was one of my guards, sped off and tried not to make a scene. I love you so much, my Sunflower. I tried to keep my focus on my work instead and got a sketch pad that I normally keep for writing my love poems for Sun. There were a lot more in here than he knew, and I sometimes wish I could share them with him, but I can't have anyone else in my life get hurt. I started writing whatever came to my mind and eventually started drawing on the next page. I realized I was drawing Sun again.. it is so hard to get him off my mind sometimes.