Mr and Mrs.Kim Namjoon 🔞

chapter:12

I sat Infront of mirror watching my face that is fully red and have swollen eyes.
Did i deserve this?
What sin i have did to deserve this?

Yesterday night after dinner he told me he is going another city for some important work and come after 2 Days.

I walked into my parents' living room, a bright smile on my face. Mom looked up from her book, surprise etched on her features.

"Hey, sweetie! You look... happy," she said, her voice tinged with curiosity.

Dad grunted from behind his newspaper, his expression unreadable. "What's with the smile?"

I took a deep breath, feeling liberated. "Just had a good day, that's all."

Mom's eyes narrowed. "Everything okay?"

"Yeah, everything's fine," I replied, maintaining my smile.

Dad cleared his throat. "We're glad to see you're doing well."

The tension in the room was palpable. They weren't used to seeing me smile.

I spent the evening with my parents, cherishing every moments, shared stories, and enjoyed each other's company.

Mom cooked my favorite dinner, and Dad talk to me like before. It felt like old times, before life got complicated

My old life was not so good but not complicated as now, i study whole day at school then come back have dinner with my parents after that dad tell me about business and deals though only about business but he talk to me.

I didn't mention RM or the contract
I just wanted to be with them, to soak up their love and presence that They didn't give me but i decided to take it today Maybe it will make their regret less.

As the night wore on, I knew I had to leave soon. I glanced at the clock, feeling a pang in my heart.

"Mom, Dad, I should go," I said, trying to sound casual.

Mom's expression turned concerned. "So soon? You just got here."

"I know, but I have an early day tomorrow," I lied, not wanting to reveal my plans.

Dad nodded, his eyes understanding. "We'll walk you out."

As we hugged goodbye, I felt tears prick at the corners of my eyes. This might be the last time I see them for a while.

"Thank you for tonight, Mom. Dad," I whispered, my voice trembling.

Mom's voice was soft. "We love you, sweetie. Always."

Dad's hug was tight. "Be safe"

I smiled, holding back tears. "I will."

As I walked away from their house, I knew I was leaving more than just my childhood home. I was leaving the past behind, stepping into a new chapter.
.....

Why is this happening to me? I don't have anyone. No childhood friends, no family who cares. I've always been alone.

That rejection in school... it crushed me. My first crush, my first heartbreak. I thought I wasn't good enough.

Then my parents... they never loved me. They used me for their own gain. A tool, a pawn, a means to an end.

And now Namjoon... my husband. He used me too. He lied, he manipulated, he controlled.

Why can't anyone love me for who I am? Why can't anyone see my worth?

I've hidden my emotions for so long. Afraid to show weakness, afraid to be hurt again.