CORRECTIONS OF THE PAST

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I stood frozen in place looking at Zac's naked body glistening as he held the whip tightly in his hand. He walked over to me so fast I had no time to react. Grabbing me by my hair he yanked my head back hard as he brought his lips close enough to kiss me but didn't.

Take off your towel, he growled through clenched teeth

I just stared at him unsure of what to do . Sucking his teeth he snatched my towel open and threw it on the floor before his lips met mine and he kissed me so deep I couldn't breathe. Pulling away from the kiss I turned my head sideways resting it on his shoulder as he kissed my neck to my collar bone and sucked hard leaving a mark. 

Biting down on my flesh causing me to sigh he tightens his grip on my hair as he steps back forcing me to the couch pushing me to lay down

So I told you there would be repercussions did I not Fatima he asked but I was so caught up in what was happening the tone of his words laced with anger, the aggression and the rough way he was handling me I didn't know whether to be turned on or scared. So I stayed quiet

DID I NOT TELL YOU THERE WOULD BE REPRECUSSIONS FOR YOUR BEHAVIOR FATIMA, he yelled and all I could do was nod my head

Use your words Fatima

Ye..Yes Zac

Ok now lay down Ass up

What?

Lay down Ass up don't make me tell you again Fatima

Zac are you serious right now

As serious as I can ever be now lay down

Laying down I did as I was told until I felt a sharp sting to my ass cheeks

Ouch, Zac that hurts

So did my heart

Zac , stop I don't want to play this little game your playing

It's not a game Fatima I'm about to show you I mean business

What are you talking about I asked as I sat up on the couch bringing my legs up to my chest as I hugged them searching for answers to Zac's words.

You feel the need to always be right but also the need to think you can lead this relationship instead of letting me be the man I need to be. Let me lead, let me look out for us for our family. I know you're not use to a man being there for you but I'm not him. You have to learn that. We aren't the same. I made a promise to you that I would love you from your head to your toes not just the outside but the inside of you as well. I told you I was here for the long run through the good and the bad. I love you and all your flaws. I know I'm not perfect but together we can be perfect for each other. I want to be the last piece to your puzzle. I want to be the man in your life that is not only your lover but provider your best friend the ying to your yang. I want to be everything you ever dreamt of but in reality.

So what are you doing Zac ? Why act like this but then say those words? Your confusing me

Am I though?

Yes, you are?

I don't know how but I do know we didn't get here until you... you.. well you know

Do I know?

Yes, you do! Listen I cherish you a lot but tonight.... tonight is going to be different . Fatima, because  you didn't listen tonight I want you to remember before I began that I LOVE YOU BUT IM ABOUT TO FUCK YOU LIKE I DON'T

Flash back over...
After that night at the Airbnb I couldn't help but want to make Zac angry because the way he fucked me into submission was something I was now craving all the time. He did things to my body I wasn't aware any human being could possibly do. I didn't even know I was flexible until he folded me up like the lawn chair you place away for the winter. And let me not even start on the way he had me speaking in tongue like I was being delivered. My juices flowed out of me like a river and he sucked me up each and every time until my well ran dry. My body ached the next morning and there I was up like Betty Crocker making breakfast for him from scratch.

That man, MY MAN Zac scratched every itch I've ever had in life and plugged every hole on my body and I do mean every hole. He had me crawling on the walls like Spider-Man out looking for crime and baby I was enjoying every minute of it. The assertiveness he displayed put me in check and had a girl ready to bow down right then and there "Bow down bitches". My once hard exterior was slowly melting away within Zacs presence and the woman I didn't even know I craved to be was slowly emerging before my very eyes.

Any nervous thoughts that I had with Zac were gone and questions I had were quickly replaced with definite answers each and every time I needed something answered. Often I was left with no questions to ponder because Zac was all the answer I needed. I was beyond thankful for him. Blessed if I do say so myself. I had finally stopped blocking my blessings and had received in abundance until my cup did indeed run over.. But we all know every walk of life comes with bumps and turns. And just when I thought I had finally figured out life and love and had received what every woman craves and dreams about. My fairytale love story took one of many fucked up bumpy pothole tire popping detours and before I knew what was happening .....

EVERYTHING THAT GLISTENS ISN'T GOLD

P.S. DID NOT PROOF READ... read at your own risk