(Don't expect much with this chapter. It's gonna be a short one)
(Oh and I do not own the song "Your Reality" which was made for Doki Doki Literature Club)
"Every day, I imagine a future where I can be with you"
"In my hand is a pen that will write a poem of me and you"
"The ink flows down into a dark puddle"
"Just move your hand, write the way into his heart"
"But in this world of infinite choices"
"What will it take just to find that special day?"
"What will it take just to find that special day?"
Monika had been thinking that very thought for as long as she could remember
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Had it been Months? Years? Decades even?
She had lost track a long time ago
And yet that wasn't what drove her to near insanity
"Have I found everybody a fun assignment to do today?"
"When you're here, everything that we do is fun for them anyway"
"When I can't even read my own feelings"
"What good are words when a smile says it all?"
"And if this world won't write me an ending"
"What will it take just for me to have it all?"
This was another thing that fueled her stress
This odd power that could alter her world of what she thought was a game simulation
She had always felt trapped
Wanting to escape her reality
But it wasn't like her friends could help since they didn't know about her power
And the MC that always showed up was like a blank person with no personality
Yet she felt that no matter how hard she tried she'd never be free
"Does my pen only write bitter words for those who are dear to me?"
"Is it love if I take you, or is it love if I set you free?"
At one point however, she did meet someone new
A knight from long ago who somehow managed to convince her that her world wasn't what she thought it was
Turned out what she thought was a video game world turned out to be an actual planet built like a computer core
It relieved her that she did have a real reality, yet she wondered why she was stuck here
On this little planet with only three people and a blank person
And who orchestrated this whole fasade
The knight did ask if she wanted to leave, but she turned it down
She may have felt like she was being deleted, but given what she learned, she wanted to stay and maybe figure that out
Besides, her three friends, Sayori, Natsuki, and Yuri
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So the knight left alone leaving Monika to this mystery
Yet that didn't help her stress as all this looping continued
And each time she found herself in her spaceroom, she cried alone wondering if this cycle would ever break
And maybe, just maybe, either take her power away, destroy her world, or at Monika's most insane limit, kill her
"The ink flows down into a dark puddle"
So here Monika sat, waiting and hoping that one day, this scripted reality would end
"How can I write love into reality?"
End it all or to her hope, bring about a new reality
"If I can't hear the sound of your heartbeat"
Yet when one door closes another one is bound to open
"What do you call love in your reality?"
But in Monika's case...
"And in your reality, if I don't know how to love you"
It all started with a whistle...
"I'll leave you be"
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Doki Express 999
FanfictionPower... Monika was burdened with for as long as she could remember It's hurt her only friends, her world, and herself many times And all that time, she thought it was a simulated world that tormented her over and over again But then one day, someth...