White moonlight is my vest

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Chapter 6

Dazai Osamu took a few steps up the stairs and stood in front of the wooden door. Perhaps it was because he had met Tsushima Onki before, now he stood in front of this door and clearly heard Sakaguchi Ango's weak complaints and Oda Sakunosuke's answers from behind the door, and he actually remembered the past.

The time when he was still in the Port Mafia.

Four years ago, he had just become the youngest cadre in the history of the Port Mafia and had a bright future in the eyes of others. But all this was boring to Dazai Osamu, and he didn't know what the meaning of continuing to live in this world was.

I don't know how many so-called good people died in this world, and some people didn't even have a complete corpse when they died. They didn't want to die, but they died. Dazai Osamu didn't want to live, but he kept living.

Ha, how unfair.

But the dim light of the Lupin Bar illuminated the dark corner of Dazai Osamu's heart. He got to know Oda Sakunosuke and Sakaguchi Ango, and slowly, he had so-called "friends", and life seemed to have some motivation.

But all this is over.

After the night when Oda Sakunosuke went to rescue Sakaguchi Ango, but Sakaguchi Ango was rescued by the Special Powers Division, Sakaguchi Ango came to Lupin to find them. Sakaguchi Ango was actually a spy, even a triple agent. It was nothing, Dazai Osamu didn't care about his friends' positions at all, and it made no difference to him whether they were good or evil. But... Sakaguchi Ango had his own position and made his own choice, leaving the Port Mafia, and also leaving him and Oda Sakunosuke.

But is this really good?

They fell apart, is it really good?

Dazai Osamu didn't know what to do.

"I want Shuji to make friends," the voice of Tsushima Atsuki in his memory was always gentle, "otherwise one day, even if I leave you..."

Tsushima Shuji interrupted him hastily, "But I just want to be with my brother forever. My brother will not leave me, right?"

"Of course I won't leave you, but you will always grow up. I don't know if I can see the day when you grow up... Okay, okay, I won't say anything more," Tsushima Atsuki smiled helplessly, "But I still hope Shuji can have his own friends." Tsushima

Shuji didn't understand: "Is it because others have it?"

Tsushima Atsuki shook his head: "No."

"Because I don't want you to be lonely, there are people who can share happiness, someone who can accompany you through difficult times, and withstand the wind and rain with you. Occasionally, when you are tired, someone can provide you with a place to rest." Tsushima Atsuki thought for a while, "Don't force it, just wait for an opportunity, your friends will definitely appear."

Tsushima Shuji rested his head on Tsushima Atsuki's thigh and said sullenly, "There won't be any."

"Of course there will be." Tsushima Atsuki was very sure, "As long as Shuji musters up the courage to reach out his hand when the time comes, friends will stay."

"They won't stay because of me."

Tsushima Onuki tapped his forehead, and the tenderness in his eyes spread: "Yes, Shuji is my pride."