Sometimes I wish my mum was dead

Background

I dunno if it's because she comes from a Jamaican background or what not but I've had enough of her as an individual. Always questioning where am going regardless if I'm going shopping or going to work, but maybe that's my fault seeing as I'm 27 and still living at home helping to pay bills when I could be paying for bills in my own yard I literally have no social life and 1 good friend but the 1 friend ain't her fault I learned along time ago everyone is not meant to be your friend. I just bounce from work to home just to avoid the aggro to be honest.