"Kya hua hai tujhe ? ..." Randeep asked as soon as he got some alone time with Sid....
Sid who smiled at him and chuckles
"Mujhe kya hua hai bdhiya hu mai ek dum ... "
"Tujhe pta hai na tujhe acting nhi aati toh koshish bhi kyu krta hai." Randeep asked his face stoned his voice betraying emotions as he looked at his bestfriend utterly in pain and still silent
"Tujhe pta hai teri yahi problem hai .... Tu hamesha khud ko bnd kr leta hai .... Mujhe toh smjh hi nhi aata tu chahta kya hai ... Kya dikkat hai apne hi dosto se nhi baatega? marna chahta hai ghut ghut kar ? ... Bta ? ..." Randeep said almost yelling at Sid
Sid looked down knowing every word said by Randeep is not a lie
His eyes brimmed with tears as he hugged randeep all this was so new yet his heart is so heavy ...
It's been days that he could not even concentrate over his studies ...he couldn't even sleep yet couldn't even describe his feelings for her
Randeep was taken aback slightly
Randeep had always knew Sid to be the toughest guy the least affected in there group but somewhere he knew behind the toughest exterior Sid had a soft heart, he too had feelings and Randeep had idea why he has been so much hurt...he saw Sid being the happiest around Sana... He could guess what was going inside him.
Sid was quitely sobbing over his shoulder as Randeep patted his back
"Kya hua hai ab bta ..." He asked
Sid looked down biting his lips quite embarrassed of his emotional breakdown
"Yaar ... Wo ...Sana ...." He bit his lips looking at her direction who looked the happiest as she got ready wearing Kabir's favourite red colours dress
"Kya Sana ? ..." Randeep had the idea enough but he wanted to listen this from Sid
Sid looked at him utterly in dillema
"I ....i ..like her ..." He stammered looking down
"Usse baatata usse pehle hi Sana ne mujhse keh diya tha that she likes ... Kabir ...
Yaar ...saare sirf Kabir ko hi pasand kyu krte hai ? ....why no one likes me ? ....
Itna bura bhi kuch nhi kiya maine Randeep ...sach mein... Maa bhi Kabir ko chahti hai ..Sana bhi Kabir ko chahti hai...not that I am ...not happy...I am happy ..mere bhai ke liye ...lekin kuch pyaar toh mujhe bhi milna chaiye na ? ...itna bura toh kuch nhi kiya na maine jo. ..har waqt everyone just chooses Kabir over Sid
It's always Kabir everytime ..."
His chin wobbled in pain
As he tried to stay silent his words knowing he would breakdown any second
His back was facing the side where Sana and her other friends stood up .
Sana came near Sid and she tapped his shoulder
"Sid...dekh meri dress ..." She looked at her own dress while Sid hurriedly wiped his face and turned back to her.
"Kya hua tujhe? ...." she looked at his eyes... His eyes looked drowned
"Wo ankh mai chla gya iske kuch ..." Randeep said covering up as he knew Sid ws not in much state to talk ..
Sid nodded
"Dikha ... Kya chla gya ..."she cupped his face, coming closer, standing up on her toes
She looked into his eyes ... Looking for anything that itched his eyes as she blows some air over his eyes
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Ishq Wala Love
FanfictionSid and Kabir, two brothers who had been each other's best buddies since childhood, their relationship takes a dynamic turn when school's new girl Sana enters their life. Sana's heart raced every time she saw Kabir, the mysterious bad boy who had ev...
