Ishq Wala Love

Chapter 17: Unspoken Love

Their 12th class studies started and everyone became little more serious as their boards were coming. Besides that their equations changed in such a way that they never expected. Sid and Sana's friendship grew stronger day by day while Kabir was now left alone. He himself made distance from his friends as they did not support him when he was wrong but now he was missing them only. He tried making new friends but didn't find that comfort which he found in Sid, Randeep, Ashi, Reem and..... Sana. He somewhere started realising what he lost and started regretting badly.

On the other hand, Sana was totally unbothered about Kabir, as she realised that she never loved him, it was just a teenage crush which faded away with time. Now it all seemed like a past memory to her which she almost forgot. She only wanted to focus on her present which was with her 'frenemy', Sid. She couldn't deny how beautiful it feels whenever he is with her. She didn't want to give any name to this feelings but somewhere she knew it was more than friendship and that was why she couldn't share him with anybody.

One day, before their first period started, she went to the library to find Sid and ask him about some doubts in physics.

"Sid tu yaaha hai kya...." She suddenly stopped when her eyes fell on Sid who was sitting with Richa and solving her doubts.

"So our electric field is here, and we have to bring the charge here....."

Sid was explaining the problem while Richa was not at all interested in the problem and staring at his face. Sana's blood boiled seeing all this as she knew Richa's intentions very well. She always tried to hit on him but never became successful.

"Kya ho raha hai idhar?" She asked sternly, coming towards them, trying her best to control her anger.

Sid looked at Sana and said, "Woh main Richa ke doubts solve kar raha tha... Tujhe kuch chahiye tha?"

"Haan woh mujhe bhi physics mein kuch doubts hai. Tu mera wala solve kar pehle." Said Sana showing her copy.

"Richa ka bas ho hi gaya. Abhi khatam kar ke tera doubt pe aata hoon." Said Sid making Sana more angry.

"Yeah abhi mera doubt zyada important hai." Said Richa dramatically.

Sana glared Richa who was smirking at her. She knew she was just doing drama.

"Main wait nahi kar sakti. Iska baad mein ho jaayega, waise bhi isko kaunsa samajh aa raha hai. Pehle mera doubt clear kar bas." Said Sana being stubborn.

"Do minute de de... Richa ka answer almost aa hi gaya hai..."

Before he could complete, Sana threw her pen angrily at him. She was fuming in anger and jealousy thinking that he was prioritising Richa over her.

"What's wrong with you?" Asked Sid standing up, being puzzled.

"Bhaad mein jaa tu!" She yelled and left from the library angrily.

"Sana wait... Ab isse kya hogaya yaar?... Sana!"

Before Richa could stop him, Sid ran after Sana.

"Tune aise kyu behave kiya andar? Main tera doubt clear karne hi wala tha yaar... Accha laa abhi kar deta hoon."

Sid tried to take the copy from her but she jerked him away.

"Koi zaroorat nahi hai! Tu jaa ke apni uss chipkali girlfriend ke hi doubts clear kar. Mera kya hai? Main chahe fail hi kyu na ho jaau, tujhe kya?" She spoke angrily, controlling her tears which were about to come out.

"Sana ek hi toh doubt hai... Ho jaayega clear... Waise bhi Physics Sir ke period mein abhi der hai... Tu itna kyu gussa ho rahi?"

"It's not about the doubt, it's about...." Sana stopped as she couldn't understand how to explain it to him. "Chhor yaar. Tu samjhega hi nahi. Tum saare ladke ek number ke gadhe, bewakoof, idiot jo hote ho. Hum ladkiyan hi pagal hai jo tum se zyada expectations laga ke baith jaati hai ki tum bina bole saari baat samajh jaaoge. Kuch zyada hi delulu mein jeete hai na hum... Huh!... Iss se toh mera Sun Jae hi better hai."