𝚓𝚓𝚔 𝚏𝚊𝚗𝚏𝚒𝚌: 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚕𝚒𝚏𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝚊 𝚠𝚒𝚗𝚍𝚘𝚠

chapter 1

Depression can really cloud someone's mind and make them do some selfish decisions

unfortunately, Mika did the mistake of listening to her emotions and went out when it was after mid-night

she wasn't in the mood to think so deeply about it, so instead she quickly went out on a small walk to ease her boredom

truth to be told, she wasn't the type to go out this much unless it was necessary, thus why would she leave her cozy room when she has many things to do like watching animes and movies, reading manga and fanfiction, simping over fictional non-existent men and the list go on.

But recently, she's been feeling empty for some unknown reason. She tried to ignore that feeling, but her emotions didn't seem to cooperate with her, so she decided to take a short walk in order to breathe because her room no longer felt cozy; in fact, she felt suffocated in it.

walking slowly on the sidewalk she tried to arrange her thoughts, which weren't that many

after walking for a few minutes she spotted a convenience store

'am not that hungry but a snack won't hurt' she thought before heading toward it

Sadly; she wasn't able to reach it

because while crossing the road, a red car that had some drunken teenagers headed towards her at a fast speed.

You can guess the results

Mika wasn't able to out-run that car in order to escape

and instead, she ended up being thrown meters away from where she originally was

Mika's life flashed before her eyes, literally, she was hopeless and in so much pain

'was that why I felt depressed all of a sudden? I remember someone saying that a person feels sad when death is close to them... but not that damn close' She caught some blood 'Well, I spent most of my life in my room and school, so I have no regrets. I guess" tears started pouring from her eyes.

the teenagers who crushed the life out of her had run away from panic instead of calling an ambulance, she was a lost cause anyway and she knew it too well but still

'...I am afraid' Mika was loosing so much blood and she felt her conscience fading slowly

she now realizes how wrong she was; she didn't live on reality and only feeded her delusion with anime...she didn't even appreciate her family nor her life...

death really has a tendency to sneak up on people when they last expect it.

Finally Mika suffering ended quickly and she died with full regret and shame.

though it was only the beginning for her

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'just how did I came here?' Mika is beyond confused right now

she had found herself in the body of a baby all of sudden, she can't explain her situation with how little information she has

she can only gaze at the white ceiling blankly with how little she had control over her baby body while thinking so deeply

'the only logical explanation I can think of is reincarnation... I am not supposed to remember my past life though...but for some reason, I remember everything cl
early!'

Mika would be lying if she said she was still thinking rationally, her denial didn't help at all.

Part of her wanted to believe that it was all a dream and she didn't get crushed by a car.

With how much stress and pressure she is feeling right now, her head started hurting

which resulted her to begin crying out loud and attract her caretaker attention

she suddenly heard the door open and a woman came in, she towered over her crib which made Mika shut her mouth waiting for the women to do something

the said women only sighed, a complicated expression was in her young face as she mumbled something that Mika wasn't able to catch

"I am mature enough to not blame my sister death over a child..."

Mika looked at her confused while she thought
'isn't that japanese?

The irony... I really wanted to visit Japan in my past life...'

Mika looked at the women not understanding a shit

the woman hesitated to hold her tiny body but eventually did, in a very unprofessional way

she can't blame her, given how much she looks young, maybe in her late twenties?

'god how much this is uncomfortable' Mika wanted to complain but she instead took the chance to look at her surroundings, the woman started examining her while talking to herself out loud

"she looks just like you Sayuri-nee-san... she has nothing relatable to that cursed man" Makomo mumbled with some tears in the corner of her eyes

Mika on the other hand shifted her eyes back to the beautiful woman after examining the small room

her baby eyes widened at the tears the woman had
'why is she crying her eyes out?' Mika looked at her weirdly trying to make sense but soon gave up

Suddenly the woman hugged her close to her face with more tears streaming down her cheeks and hitting the baby in the process

'ew' Mika didn't want to get wet by someone else tears

yes, she sometimes licks her own tears but it isn't the same here

'god why did I do to reincarnate as a baby'

-(A/N):  please support me if you want me to post more of this story. I hope u enjoyed the first chapter!-