my love letter to you.

february.

february 5. so what if religions in our way? I'm not letting that come between my feelings for you. you looked so handsome that day, I remember thinking about you and you're ridiculous black blue tooth headphones, you stopped wearing them soon after. your hair was really long by now, you took a picture of yourself on my phone. that was nice.

february 6. you're still so energetic, your smile in class is yet again undefeated. thank you for talking to me, we bond over music. you're the only one who gets why I listen to the stuff I do.

february 7. you take a picture on my phone, it's a nice one of you smiling, there's a few. when you're done, you hand me back the phone, still smiling saying "now you have a hot photo of me".

february 8. youre so nice, I walk into classroom and you greet me smiling, ready to talk about a new song that was released or something. I realise we had designing class that day. I didn't do the homework, I bring it out on my table and I get distracted. I walk away to talk to my friends. I see you from afar doing my homework for me. you had taken out my pencil, you knew where I keep my pencils, and started doing my homework. small gestures mean alot, coming from you at least. you're so sweet.

february 14. I made you cookies, valentines day. I thought it would be nice.i find out a girl you like confessed to you. you liked her back and started talking. I don't know what it is about you but I sobbed so much.

february 17. I try to distract myself, I start dating a guy who has been pestering me to date him. one of my biggest mistakes. for some reason a spark of me has left, I just don't feel complete knowing that you're with someone.

february 29. I broke up with the guy i told you I liked right Infront of you. you seemed happy? you're still dating another girl. she's muslim, I thought you guys wouldve been happy. pictures of this day still stay in my gallery.