People think they know me but they really don't. They don't know my pain, my stress, my strength mentally and emotionally because I hide it because if I show them who the true me is then I get teased or bullied for having feelings, I also love how people who you absolutely know are fine they always want to say " Oh you're fine you're just being so dramatic and you want attention, that's all." Like um no it's the fact that I'm actually breaking and I can't breath or walk at times because my body is either to weak or I am in general and all it takes is 2 seconds to walk up to me and give me a hug like I don't know if I need to break it down to you or what because if I need to tell people the steps to hugging someone and helping hem I will take the time to do it because I care for that person and that's the problem with me, I put others mental state over my own mental state because I care way too much and I want others to do he same with me!
I just want it all to stop, all the pain, all the hurt, all the depression and anxiety. It hurts so much I can't bare it anymore and I just want help! I wish I had he strength and bravery to scream to my friends "HELP ME!" right then and there and then they would hug me so tight to he point I feel okay again and I feel whole again.
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Can I Be Okay Again?
RandomI understand people won't understand the feeling but if you do just please don't be rude about it. I just need help and I never ask for it.
