CAPTIVE AFFECTION - J.JK ✔︎

5 | Confusion

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I woke up and found myself in a room full of people,, people like me- abused and assaulted. 

A few guys and many girls. Many were sleeping while the rest were either crying or zoned out.

The flashbacks of past events started playing in my head, one by one. The pain, the humiliation, the assault, the screams, the pleas.

I want to die, please..

It's too much for me, too much for my body and my mind. I don't think I can handle it all alone.

I expected to be uncovered but to my surprise, I was covered in a big t-shirt. It was way too big for me and it had a few ho-

Wait, I have seen this somewhere. Wait-

Jungkook?

I turned to my side and saw him sitting beside me!! I gasped and hugged him all of a sudden.

I just saw the people in front of me, not beside me.

What is he doing here? Beside me? What is happening? It all feels like a dream to me, a nightmare to be honest but the bruises on my skin and the pain in my body is enough to say that this is all happening, not in dreams but in real life.

He looked as if he cried a few minutes ago. Don't tell me that he- he was also..

- J-Jungkook, how did we end up here? Where were you all this time? D-Did the-

He cut me off saying,

- No, they did nothing to me. And I-I don't know how we ended up h-here.

- Jungkook please save me, please take me out of here. I beg you, ple-

I couldn't complete my sentence as a sob left my mouth, followed by many.

I buried my face in his naked chest, holding as if my life depended on him.

I feel disgusted with my body, I feel used, I feel empty from inside, just numb. I hate this feeling!! I want to kill myself even though it wasn't my fault!

His body was shaking, he was also crying. He held me tightly but made sure that he was not hurting me in any way. 

ONE MONTH LATER: 

My life now is- get raped and filmed and after that, find myself in the same room as before and cry in Jungkook's arms. That's what I am doing now, crying in his arms, sitting on his lap.

That's my daily routine. I get raped thrice a week I guess. I have no idea of time, place, or anything. 

We both tried to escape from here many times but always got caught at the last moment. And the punishment was worse which made me scared to even think about escaping. 

Never felt this hopeless, never. I can't defend myself, all I can do is cry.

Me crying is valid but why is he crying? I mean he cries everytime I cry and when I ask him if they assaulted him, he denies it. I even asked him why he was crying but he just shook his head saying,
"I don't know".

- Have this.

He gave me his food, which he does daily.

- What about you?

I asked like always.

- I can manage.

Was his reply.

I don't know what got into me, I kissed his jaw. He smiled, trying his best to hold back his tears and kissed me back on my jaw.

My stomach just did a uh backflip..

W-What is this?

- I am sorry..

He whispered. 

I was thinking a little too much that I couldn't even react to his apology or ask why he was apologising in the first place.

- ika

[A/N]: Last two chapters left!