CAPTIVE AFFECTION - J.JK ✔︎

3 | Framed thoughts

NEXT DAY:

Y/N

- They kidnapped you and tried to force you into prostitution, so you escaped from there?

I asked.

- Yes.

Why would he escape from there? Boys escaping from free sex is hard to believe. Like you just need to fuck, not get fucked!

- Then? Why did you escape?

I know I am asking stupid questions but the definition of boys in my mind is- always horny and can do anything for a quick fuck.

I was raised in that type of environment. I almost got raped in the orphanage when I was thirteen years old. I was surrounded by men who eyed girls like toys, then what do you even expect from me to think about boys?

- What do you mean by "why did you escape"?!

He almost yelled.

- I-I am s-sorry, I- nevermind. I am sorry..

I apologised immediately.

Silence, pin drop silence..

I didn't hear anything after that and I didn't dare to look up, knowing how wrong I sounded but was it really my fault that I have this type of mindset? And this is the way I think? The answer is no.

"You frame your thoughts on the basis of your surroundings and your experiences".

I was not like this, I did not think of men as danger until that one day when the universe gave me a reality check.

The one who was with me from the start, whom I thought of as a big brother of mine tried to rape me, but luckily I was saved on time by the head of the orphanage. Till date, I have no idea on who informed the head but I am glad that he/she did.

If I am afraid of men, then why did I follow Jungkook? Because that was the only option left for me,,or..I don't know why..

- I was raped.

I heard Jungkook whisper. I gasped, staring at him with wide eyes. His face looked like he was about to cry.

Y/N why the fuck do you judge people quickly?! Now see, got a man crying because of you! Bitch!

He didn't go into details, even if he did, I didn't have the courage to listen.

- I am sorry..

Those were the only words that left my mouth because I don't know what else to say, I don't know how to comfort a person.

He didn't say anything in return, just sat there, shedding tears.

- ika

[A/N]: "TOXIC Y/N"

This scene is a NEED guys,,no hate.