~ chapter twelve ~

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TIMESKIP IS INVOLVED !!ITS NEAR THE START .

Taylor's pov :

"Not hungry mama" . Sienna pouts . She barely ate her food . I do frown as she's so much with such a small appetite. She's a growing girl and needs to eat more .

"Please baby could you try to eat so more for me" I am begging her to try eat more. She shakes her head and pushes her plate away .  It hurts to see my little girl scared of food . I just wish I could erase all her bad memories .

"Sienna please just even five more bites and that will be okay?" My voice cracks while I push her plate . She looks at me with tears in her eyes shaking her head . Before I know it she jumps out of her seat and runs to Travis . He picks her up and she hides her self in his chest . Seeing her react like that made me tear up . I can't stand her reaction it's hurts to see .

Travis and I have decided to work with bigger meal plans . It's not that I didn't want to breastfeed because believe me I would love to more than anything the only thing that stops me is my tour . My boobs would be very sore and what happens if I'm in the middle of preforming and my milk decides to come in ? Theres way too many risks .

* TIME SKIP TO A MONTH *

No one's pov :

Travis and Taylor have been taking care of Sienna for the last month . They still don't have the results from the father's paternity test due to Taylor being on tour . The hospital have asked them to come as it would involve a long discussion. But the time has come where Taylor is done the first leg of the tour and the three have flown back to Kansas city to get those results.

Taylor's pov :

"Come one Sie we have to leave soon , can you please try to finish one pancake you only took two bites" I beg . Siennas eating behaviour has not improved at all . She takes a few bites at most and will only eat candy . It is gaining her weight but it's not healthy weight . We're going to the hospital to get those paternity results and it's so fucking scary .

I am going to discuss with the pediatric doctor about her weight . I do feel like they will recommend breastfeeding and if they don't I will . I can't stand to see her struggle with food . She eats very small portions like I was feeding a new born baby .

Sienna hasn't met anyone from Travis family yet . I didn't want her to meet my parents but due to tour she has . It's not that I didn't trust my parents or his parents but it's her anxiety. It's very bad . Travis and I decided it's best she goes to therapy and she's been improving so she will meet his family soon . Her therapist has mentioned the possibility of her having social anxiety. The only people she likes is me , Travis and gracie that's it . She loves Gracie she only met her again to due to my tour .

I don't really want to her to meet anyone else because of past abuse . It really traumatised her and it affects her till this day . She is going to therapy to try and help with her fears not for her social anxiety that didn't work well at all .

"Mama I'll try for you , I don't like seeing you cry because I can't eat" she whispers.

"Oh my sweet baby I'm not sad that you won't eat it's because I wasn't more careful and you got taken away from me baby . I could of been there and you wouldn't have to deal with all of these things and that's why I cry baby because I was silly but you sweet girl are not the cause of it and never will be okay ?" I say while hugging her .

"Okay , I'll try now"

"Would it help if I put bluey on ?" She nods her head and I put it on . Before I know it she ate half a pancake and stopped . She cheeks flushed pink as if she was embarrassed because she couldn't eat more.

"Are you done baby?" She nods her head and i see Travis beat me and take her before I do .

"Let's go monkey" he says while tickling her stomach

"Stop dad- Travis" she stops her self but Travis and I heard her and he look so happy. He mouthed "she nearly said it" . I go over and kiss him .

"Ewwww that's yucky" Sienna says

"Well look away monkey" he says while covering her eyes and kissing me again .

"Come one let's go" I say . Travis and Sienna follow behind me . Travis opens the door and puts Sienna in her car seat . Travis opens my door next and goes over to the drivers side . My security have cars in front and behind us . I knew Sienna wouldn't react well if they drove us and it's only for a little while anyways .

Travis has bought her a little tv attached to the car so she can watch bluey . We have gotten her pacifier and she does ask for it sometimes but not all times . I have it on me at all costs because you never know .

"Can I watch Sofia the first please mama ?" I turn around and set it up . She has stopped calling me mommy and changed to mama instead . I don't really mind she only calls me mommy if she's crying ,anxious or sick . Which I like because then I'll know if somethings wrong .

Travis and I decided that we'll go to the mall that we rented out for a few hours so we could shop around for her . This will be tiring for her mentally and physically as she will have to be in contact with Gerry and Miranda for court reasons only .

Before I know it we arrive at the hospital. I grab siennas things and I see the two mother fuckers outside . Their eldest and only daughter Olivia had been taken away due to them abusing Sienna they wouldn't put it past if they hurt Olivia . She's in some foster care and I do feel bad . traivs tells me that I need to remember that it's their fault she got taken away . But I feel bad because she was treated great with her parents who knows how bad she gets treated at the foster care .

"Mama I really need it" I knew what she was referring to and I place the pacifier in her mouth .

"Oh they you go my sweet girl" I coo at her . We walk in and we immediately get escorted to the room .

"Mr Wilson , Mrs Wilson , Ms Swift and Mr . Kelce im here for the results of the paternity test for the fa her of Sienna swift ." Doctor . Kells informs us .

"Took long enough for this mother fucker to get her ass here . She was too busy probably keeping her legs open and cheated on him and knocked up with another man's baby"

"Mr.wilson that's very inappropriate! This is recorded and she will not be allowed in your care and will get immediate custody of Sienna ." Wait custody . He's the fucking father . The doctor just let it slip . What the fuck ?

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AN HERE . IM SO SORRY FOR LACK OF UPDATES I WAS SO BUSY THIS WEEK EVEN THOUGH I HAD NO SCHOOL

BUT OMG HAVE YOU GUYS SEEN THE VIDEO OF JASON SMASHING A BOYS PHONE FOR DISRESPECTING TAYLOR AND TRAVIS

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