My Deepest Fear

Chapter 5

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Noah's POV

As we were skating my stomach started to growl. I looked over at Ashley and she looked like she was having a blast but I was hungry so I asked "Are you hungry?"

"No I just had some of that good bootleg pizza" she said laughing which caused me to smile." Shut up" I said laughing "but I would like some snacks and something to drink" she said as she finished laughing. I pulled her over to the booth to get some snacks and something to drink.

"Can I get a cup of fruit punch" I said to the waitress and then looked at Ashley "what would you like?" She looked as if she was in deep thought when she finally spoke "can I get two big macs two apple pies a lil bit of sprite and a side of fries, let me get a mc double let me get a mc chicken , hot sauce , make sure that shit kickin" she said.

We both looked at each other and we burst out laughing. "Ash this isn't McDonalds" I said. "I know I just couldn't get that out my mind" she said still laughing. "sorry for my behavior, but could I get a 7-up?" She asked the waitress. "No we all out" said the waitress with attitude and popping her bubble gum. Ashley furrowed her eyebrows "ok well then can I get a cola?" The waitress looked at Ashley. "Out of that too" I looked up from the menu and said "well what the fuck do yall have? What yall out of water to?" The waitress said "yeah".

She walked back behind the counter and came back with MY stuff and sat it in from of me, I opened it up and spilled it down her shirt and threw the can in the waitress face "well if she can't have anything I don't want this shit, with ya nappy ass weave"

I grabbed Ashley's hand and pulled her out the skating rink and went to my car I pulled her close to me and said "ba- Ashley you need to learn to speak up for yourself" I said. "I dont know how" she said in a whisper while looking at the ground."how don't you know how?" I questioned "I was taught to respect any and everyone I was never taught how to protect myself or stand up for myself. My mom would always tell me not to pay people any mind when they did mean things to me." she said. I looked at her not believing it but believing it because she's so sweet and innocent.

"I will teach you" I say and she looked at me and her eyes went from sad to happy in a matter of seconds. But then they went back to sad."what's wrong" I asked."wouldn't that be almost like disrespecting my mom because she told me-" she started." No babe" I said smiling." Its just showing you how to protect yourself " I said. "Ok .... When do we start?" She said. I lifted her up and spinned her around then hugged her she giggled and hugged back. I know it was weird but it was a happy moment for me. She didn't even notice I called her babe. We got in the car and headed back to my place.

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"What do you wanna do now babe" I asked with a smile on my face. "Can we watch a movie" she asked."Sure, what do you wanna watch" I asked." Twilight's Fine" she said while sitting on the couch. I chuckled. " so you're into vampires now " I asked. She laughed as I cut the movie on and turned the light off. Her head was in my chest and my arms was around her waist."how come your so brave" she asked lifting her head up so that she could look at me."I've been on my own for a long time, I always had to do things on my own if I wanted them done" I said and smiled. She smiled back."I have on ChapStick today, can I get a kissywissy?" I asked while poking my lips out."can you?" she asked." Yes" I said then smashed my lips into hers. She moaned making me chuckle. I licked her lip, then bit it asking for an entrance. Of course she allowed it. But after a few minutes we pulled away. She picked her head back up moving it all around trying to crack her neck. I forgot she had her forehead into my chest while we were kissing. I laughed." Not funny " she chuckled, then all of a sudden she fell to the floor making me try to catch her before her head hit it, but I failed and for me everything went black also.
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