Sweet Little Sister

Chapter 15

"And then I told him to fuck off! Who does that who does that to their own brother! I'm such a bitch!" You yelled at Axl on the plane ride back to LA the two of you were sharing a cigarette but you were the one huffing down most of it.
Axl gave it to you saying it'll help calm your nerves or whatever.
"Y/n, Y/n calm down sugar it's ok I promise we all get pissed off and say shit we don't mean" Axl said "I've done it more times then I can count" Axl admitted joking around to try and cheer you up.
It worked a little
"I just feel like such an ass hole that's all Nikki's done a lot for me I shouldn't have said that shit I mean both of us had a fucked up childhood and raised each other I shouldn't have said that goddamnit!" You yelled slamming your fist down on the arm rest and taking another puff of your cigarette.
"Y/n love it's ok you can call Nikki at the apartment if you want it's going to be ok I promise or don't if you don't want to whatever you want I support you, you aren't a bitch Y/n I promise." Axl said trying to comfort you.
You nodded and laid your head on his shoulder.
"Relax would ya you're scaring me baby" Axl said kissing your forehead.
You laughed
"I thought I was the crazy one jeez you're giving me a run for my money tonight" Axl said jokingly
"Axl" you said pausing
"Yes?" He asked
"It's going to be ok right we'll be ok and everything you won't leave me right?" You asked slightly embarrassed
"No baby no I'll never leave you I promise" Axl said kissing your forehead again.
You smiled
"I love you" you said
"I love you too sugar" Axl said
"I already called a realtor and found us some houses to look at this week" Axl said
"Really?" You asked
"Yep some of them are huge with pools and basements full of old arcade games, and basketball courts in the backyard, and huge closets that you can fill with all the expensive dresses and clothes you want babe" Axl said stroking your hair.
You smiled "You spoil me too much you know" you said
"Oh please you deserve the world and more" Axl replied.
Your cheeks flushed.
"The houses also have lots of spare bedrooms for you know one day well maybe we would you know um have our own kids you know" Axl said sheepishly
"Oh" you said
"Oh what?" Axl said nervously
"Nothing nothing I I want kids too it's just.." you started
"What?" Axl asked
"I just I don't know my mom wasn't around a lot when I was a kid and and when she was she was drunk of high or off had some fucking creepy abusive dude around and and I don't know I guess I'm scared that if I had kids I'd be a bad mom like she was I guess" you said looking down at your feet embarrassed.
"Oh sweetie you're nothing like her baby you'd be a great mother your sweet and patient and loving and generous and you put up with me and I act like a kid you'd be a wonderful mother I just know it" Axl said assuring you.
"You really think so?" You asked
"I know so baby. And I mean I'm scared to be a Dad too my Dad fucked me up and I'm terrified to be like him but I- I don't know I just I want a family and I want to give a kid what I never had and you know we can be scared together I guess we can figure it out" Axl said comfortingly
"I like that plan" you said smiling up at him.
"Me too" Axl said grinning
"Plus I mean our kids with our genes would be hot so we'd be doing society a disservice by not having any" you said joking around
Axl laughed
"Exactly- Goddamn I'm glad I married you" Axl said in between laughs the two of you said kissing and then going into well making out

This entire conversation took place next to Izzy the seats went Izzy, Axl, and then you in the window seat. "Jesus! When the fuck does this newly wed shit stop knock it off would ya" Izzy said slapping Axls arm.
"Oh you're just jealous Stradlin" you teased
Izzy rolled his eyes
"Oh yeah we're crashing at your apartment until we find a house by the way hope that's ok Iz" Axl said.
"No" Izzy replied.