Anuseena------ Nirvana

17: A Little Piece of Heaven

Finally the last chapter. Jab hum fanfiction likhte hain, to we write what we like to write. But phir bhi Meri Koshish hoti hai k as a writer, Kam az Kam apni har story main bhale Thoda sa hi Sahi impact to chod hi dun. I don't know k Kahan tak kamyab hui ya nahi, yeh to ap hi batae ge. Ab last chapter enjoy karo. Ab iski jagah Yaaram update hoga. Let's see woh story bhi kitni lambi jati hai. Woh fic bhi choti hai. Maat Thoda lambi chalain gi. Jo koi Maat nahi Padh Raha, sharafat se ja kar padhna shuru kar Dain. Aur Yaaram par mujhe comments chahiye, kuk nae sire se yeh Kahani shuru Karni pade gi. Chalo ab last episode ki taraf chalte hain.

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She had left and he was looking at the documents she had left on the table blankly.

Why was it so difficult to believe her words? Trust her? She was right to say that if he didn't believe in her words, then evidence in her favor was not enough to convince him.

He jerked every thought from his mind and did what he usually did in the time of metal stress, emptied his mind and just focus on work.

He returned home very late at night.

When he entered into his room, his gaze unintentionally searched for her. Sometimes when he comes home late, he usually finds her sleeping on a couch with an opened book on her chest.

He sighed and rubbed his temple. Sometimes the line between right and wrong blurred in a way, one could not understand what to do.

He wanted to believe her, trust her. His heart was shouting to him to just trust her blindly, don't think about anything. Be a selfish and choose himself as he wanted her.

But his logical mind was stopping him to do so. Reminded him all of the betrayal he had faced in his life. When his own family was not sincere with him, then how could he expect someone else to do that.

Usually when he was in this kind of situation, he just accepted it that people are just like this; selfish and self centered. Only love themselves and their priority is their own good. Life had taught him this lesson but first time in his life he was in dilemma.

He looked at his phone and pondered to order his man to investigate this matter a little thoroughly but stopped himself. He had to believe her but he had to believe her words, her truth. Otherwise that trust which needed testimony every time will be meaningless.

That night he couldn't sleep like previous two nights.

Next day was usual one. A whole day passed with work. He snapped on some employees here and there, the remaining whole day was peaceful one as he was too silent and engrossed in his work..

But work had also limit. He has completed everything which he needed to complete last night. Besides they were also ahead of their schedule. When he didn't find anything to do, he had left his office and went to his father's grave.

It was his only solace at that time. He sat there, said nothing, just kept his Head on his knees, a pang in his heart and blank expression on his face. It felt like nothing in this world matter there.

His father was a great man, too great for his own good but he was a toxic person. Toxic to himself.

He didn't care about himself while caring about the people around him. At one time in his life he had promised himself that he was not going to be his father but he became like him wether unknowingly or knowingly.

But it was too difficult to be like him. So he was not thinking what will his father do in this situation. He just came here to have a solace to beside him. The only person who ever cared about him without anything in return.