Until the Iris Blooms

Was it just a dream

Authors Notes:

I am really sorry for such a long wait. I wasn't well. After I came back from Thailand I was sick. I had to be the eldest responsible daughter and take over the duties and then I was sick myself. It was a really hard month but I think I am back for now. I am not promising that I would be very regular from now on but I will try.

I hope you like this chapter. Do let me know how was it.

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While the beautiful omega rested in his crook of neck he took his sweet time to reminisce about his last 4 - 5 months. When he started working at the hotel he never thought in the next few months his life would change so much. 5 months ago he started working, 4 months ago their sweet accident happened and now here he was hugging this person in the middle of the night, the clocks ticking, no other sound in the room to disturb his thoughts. This person in his embrace seemed so weak in his arms that he wanted to protect. Protect him from the whole world, guard him from all the negatives in this world, but one thing he knew. He shouldn't love this person.

Love, he knew he was cursed, or more like his love was cursed. Everyone he had ever loved has died and he never wanted to love this person because he won't want to lose him too. He can not love this person to keep him near. He had said he will make Tongrak fall in love with him but will not love him back, or CANNOT love him back because he was too precious to lose. While all these unsettling thoughts swirled in his mind his scent turned dark, taking away the soothing feeling from the omega in his embrace. Tongrak stirred in his sleep before waking up. He looked up at the clock beside his table and then looked into Mahasamut's eyes.

"Why are you awake?"

"Just wasn't able to fall asleep."

"Oh did I make you feel uncomfortable? You smell weird." Rak asked while moving away from Mahasamut's embrace and Mut immediately pulled him back. "I am sorry, I was just having thoughts from my past. They made me unhappy."

"If you want we can talk?"

"It's late Khun, your body needs rest."

"YOUR BODY NEEDS REST MAHASAMUT, What I do the whole day is just rest whereas you are running around the world for me."

Mahasamut did not say anything to defend, he just tightened his grip around Rak's waist and beckoned him to go back to sleep. Rak was not ready though, he looked up into Mut's eyes and gave him a smile before he spoke "you smell so nice." he said while sniffing his neck. Mahasamut's smell smoothed as soon as he saw those amber eyes which he has been drowning since their first night in the hotel. He suddenly felt something wet on his neck.

While staying in such close proximity with Mahasamut, Rak was obviously turned on. Since the day he had his first wet dream about Mahasamut he had been dreaming of him almost every other night. It was mostly difficult to face him in the mornings especially. One more reason he had been avoiding him. But now that this man is so near him, where there wasn't even a drop of air between them it was hard to control himself.

' It's all my pregnancy hormones, it's not like you would be interested in him if this was a normal situation '

Rak thought.

' Maybe I can blame the pregnancy again, should I let my omega take the lead? I have been suffering for a week anyways .'

He took a deep breath and his nostrils were filled with the Alpha's scent, so near to his scent gland made it intoxicating, like he was on drugs. He parted his lips slightly and he placed a wet kiss on the source of the scent like he was hypnotized, followed by a lick and he heard a moan which startled him. He tried to move away from the embrace and run away from the embarrassment he had brought to himself but the strong pair of hands pulled him back and his face was lifted by those hands until he saw a pair of beautiful black eyes looking at him.