In the future?
Between you and me, what is the future?
Xie Yun shook her head, wanting Yin Ji not to bother deceiving her. She had nothing left and was not worth it.
But her body was already extremely weak, and such a slight movement made her shaky. Yin Ji quickly supported her: "Lie down first. The imperial physician said that you have lost too much blood and your body is very weak. You need to rest well."
Xie Yun really didn't have the strength to say anything else. She was just holding on with one breath. At this moment, her eyes were black, and she had to lie back. Although she was still awake, she still closed her eyes, and the meaning of not wanting to see people was clearly written on her face.
Yin Ji subconsciously grasped her hand, feeling a little panicked: "I know you blame me in your heart, but it was not that I didn't want to save you. I asked someone to find Xiao Baobao first at that time just..."
"I dare not blame you," a weak voice interrupted his explanation. Xie Yun opened her eyes with difficulty. Her eyes, which should have been bright, were now without luster, but her words were very clear, "It is natural for the emperor to save the concubine..."
Yin Ji's heart trembled when he heard it, and he argued anxiously: "No, I don't mean that. Concubine Yue and I are not what you think!"
Xie Yun didn't want to know how he and Xiao Baobao were, she just didn't want to see Yin Ji.
She pulled her hand, but it was held back more tightly. Yin Ji took a deep breath and tried his best to calm himself down: "Anyway, it's my fault that I couldn't save you in time this time, but I really still have you in my heart, Xie Yun, I will slowly make it up to you in the future, okay?"
After he finished speaking, he looked at Xie Yun anxiously and expectantly, hoping that Xie Yun would give him a reaction, anger and sadness, or grievance and accusation, as long as she was willing to give him a reaction.
However, Xie Yun was calm, and even her eyes were not disturbed at all. She just looked at her hand held by him, and said woodenly: "Your Majesty, please go back."
Yin Ji suddenly froze, and Xie Yun didn't believe it.
He was very uneasy: "Xie Yun, I didn't lie to you. From the beginning to the end, I only have you in my heart."
Xie Yun didn't speak again, nor did she pull her hand back, as if she acquiesced to his closeness, but Xiuxiu boldly approached: "Your Majesty, please let go of my aunt, she is very weak now and can't be hurt again..."
Yin Ji was stunned and quickly looked at his hand, only to find that he had scratched Xie Yun's wrist red unconsciously.
He quickly let go of her hand: "I'm sorry, I didn't mean it, does it hurt?"
Xie Yun slowly took her hand back and closed her eyes tiredly, as if she was going to sleep again, but Yin Ji knew that she didn't, she just still didn't want to see him.
His face darkened. Although he knew that Xie Yun would be disappointed with him after this incident, he didn't expect that she would be so disappointed that she didn't even react to his sincere confession.
"Xie Yun, I..."
"Your Majesty," Xie Yun interrupted him gently, her tone full of fatigue, "I want to rest."
This was the second time Xie Yun had driven away a guest. Yin Ji also knew that it was Xie Yun's wish that he should leave at this time, but he couldn't bear to leave.
The half month that Xie Yun was in a coma was even more difficult than the days when he was seriously injured six years ago. If there weren't so many envoys in trouble this time, and if they were not handled properly, it would cause diplomatic problems, he would definitely replace Xiuxiu and take care of her personally.
But he couldn't do it. He could only visit her every day, listen to her weak but slow breathing, and touch her pale but warm skin to ease his gradually anxious and painful mood.
"Xie Yun, go to sleep first, I'll leave soon."
Xie Yun looked up, and Yin Ji avoided her gaze in a somewhat embarrassed manner. He still didn't want to leave. He wanted to look at Xie Yun for a while, even if she ignored him.
Xie Yun didn't speak again, but turned her head to look at the void, her eyes were empty.
Yin Ji looked at her quietly, and a thought popped up in his mind, is Xie Yun waiting for him to leave? Is it because of his existence that she can't even sleep peacefully?
But he didn't want to accept such a cruel fact. He clenched his fists tightly and tried to find other excuses. Could it be that she just woke up and couldn't sleep? Is it because the wound hurts so much that she can't sleep?
Or, is she hungry and thirsty?
Yin Ji's eyes suddenly lit up, it must be like this.
"Do you want to drink water? The imperial physician said that you have been thirsty recently. I asked someone to make a soup to replenish your qi and blood. You can drink it whenever you want, Cai Tianxi."
Cai Tianxi had been waiting outside the tent. When he heard Yin Ji asking Xie Yun if she wanted to drink water, he immediately asked someone to bring the soup. As soon as the bowl was delivered to his hand, Yin Ji called his name.
He quickly agreed and walked in with the bowl.
"Your Majesty, the Four Substances Soup is here."
Yin Ji raised his hand to take it, carefully stirred it with a spoon, and handed it to Xie Yun's mouth when he felt that the temperature was about right, but Xie Yun turned her head to avoid it.
Yin Ji's hand froze in mid-air.
Xiuxiu looked at his face and subconsciously took a step forward. She still remembered that Xie Yun refused to drink the medicine last time and was forced to drink it by Yin Ji. Her face turned pale: "Your Majesty..."
Cai Tianxi was also a little nervous, and he also took a step forward. If he really had an attack later, he would be able to stop him.
However, Yin Ji was only stiff for a moment, and then he moved the bowl away as if nothing had happened: "Don't you want to drink? Are you hungry? What do you want to eat? Lotus chicken slices? Roasted deer tendons? Or..."
"Your Majesty," Xie Yun finally spoke again, and her weakness could no longer be concealed, "I... want to rest."
Yin Ji's noise stopped abruptly. Xie Yun wanted to rest, but she wanted him to leave even more.
This was the third time she had chased him away.
How much she didn't want to see him, so she spoke again and again.
He felt empty in his heart. He was obviously the emperor, but at this moment he couldn't even find a reason to stay... Even if he found one, how could he stay?
Let Xie Yun support such a weak body, can't even rest in peace?
He closed his eyes and finally compromised.
"Okay, I'll come to see you later."
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General FictionThis Part contains Chapter 001-200.😮💨 Xie Yun has been Yin Ji's concubine for three years and has become accustomed to his harsh criticism and indifference. However, after the new concubine entered the palace, he seemed to have changed. At this t...