Xie Yun leaned against the wall and walked out of the main hall. Xiuxiu was waiting for her outside with a lantern. When she saw her come out, she quickly helped her: "Aunt, you are hungry and tired after a day, right? I have brought you food, eat it while it is hot."
Xie Yun had no appetite, pushed Xiuxiu away and stumbled back to the side hall. She actually knew that Yin Ji treated Xiao Baobao differently.
When they were still in harmony, she had heard this name from him more than once, but now that she saw his preference and his protection with her own eyes, she knew that she had underestimated it after all.
Her heart was stuffy and blocked, and she couldn't even breathe. She was so sad that she couldn't even feel the pain in her bruised knees.
But no matter how sad she was, Yin Ji could only say three words, ‘you deserve it’.
She lifted the thin quilt to cover her head, and told herself again and again in the dark that she would be able to leave the palace in five years.
When she goes to southern Yunnan, no matter how hard and tiring life is, it will be better than now.
Just bear it and it will pass, just bear it...
She was in a daze and didn't know when she fell asleep. At night, it rained heavily outside again. Thunder and lightning frightened her so much that she huddled tightly in the thin quilt.
But even so, such terrible weather still brought back a memory that she wished she could never forget.
Five years ago, it was also such weather. The maid braved the heavy rain to deliver a package, which was full of evidence of the Xiao family's crimes and letters from the King of Qi.
‘If you don't want Xiao Ji to be convicted, go to the land temple to see me’.
She went, and was trapped in that broken temple forever.
The ferocious face of the King of Qi, the torn pain on her body, the endless darkness and struggle...
She couldn't lie down anymore, and sat up with the quilt in her arms. Her breathing became more and more rapid, and her hands holding the quilt trembled. She was cold and afraid.
Even though she had personally dethroned the King of Qi, she still couldn't escape this nightmare. Every time she thought of it, she didn't seem like herself.
She held her head and pulled at the roots of her hair tightly, but the feeling of dirty hands brushing against her body was still there, like a reptile, disgusting and she couldn't help shaking.
She rolled up her sleeves and bit her arm hard. The bright red blood flowed into her mouth through her teeth, and the strong smell of blood made her nauseous.
But the intense pain calmed her down.
Five years have passed, and no one can bully her like that anymore. She can't let the memories of the past affect her current life.
She is the legitimate daughter of the Xie family, and she can't be so useless.
But she still couldn't fall asleep in the second half of the night. She leaned against the head of the bed blankly, counting the hours bit by bit, but time passed exceptionally long. She simply got up and wrote a letter home. Although she knew she couldn't send it out, she wouldn't feel that she was alone if she wrote one when she was sad.
"My parents,
I am glad to see you. Yun asks for your greetings.
The days in the palace are hard to bear. Fortunately, the new concubine has entered the palace. The emperor is very happy. The emperor will favor her soon. The bad fate will end and your daughter can be free..."
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Part 1 - Yu Nu Jiao / Jade Slave / Enslaved By Love
Fiksi UmumThis Part contains Chapter 001-200.😮💨 Xie Yun has been Yin Ji's concubine for three years and has become accustomed to his harsh criticism and indifference. However, after the new concubine entered the palace, he seemed to have changed. At this t...