Why did they keep me like this?
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The pony Express space freighter
Tulpar crew
5 man party
Two full years until we reach our target
I hope this hurts
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I'm staring at my burned, mangled body on the bed of medical. Countless times of having pain killers shoved into my mouth as I choke, not being able to control my own words, only writhing in crippling pain.
Anya is standing right beside me. Our nurse, and my friend.
Anya- I'm sorry it had to be this way captain. . . I'm just glad we didn't lose you.
I want to just say "you should have just let me die" because why would you just drag me out of that crash when I was already too far gone!? Then I wouldn't have to deal with this pain anymore. . .
Then jimmy walked in. My co-pilot, the one who blamed me for the crash.
Jimmy- how is he?
Anya- t-the painkillers seem to be helping with the pain but it's sometimes hard for me to give them to him. I-i just get so nauseous whenever i-
Jimmy- I'll take care of it this time. . .
Anya- oh n-no you don't have to-
Jimmy- it'll be fine. . .
Anya- o-okay. . .
Jimmy takes the bottle of pills from the side desk and walks closer to me.
Jimmy- alright, open up. I don't like this anymore than you do, but you know what they say. . .
Pains how we know we're still livin'.
I mean, he's not wrong. Before jimmy opens the bottle Anya runs out of the room
Anya- ah! I'm sorry! It just makes me so! I'm sorry!
Anya was gone. Jimmy Popped the bottle open poured the pills out and just like all the other times, shoved them down my throat. I thrash and squirm, choking and each pill goes down, my eyes watering. Once they
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responsibility? or judgement. . .
Fanfictiona mouthwashing story told from the prospective of curly, but not from the injured one, from a person known as judgment curly. as he watches helplessly as Jimmy (first of all fuck jimmy) kills the entire crew as he just watches. is this responsibilit...
