responsibility? or judgement. . .

Responsibility?

Finding myself only laying here  day and. . . Well, what I can assume is night, is pretty boring. So I often imagine myself surrounded by fish in the ocean, it's a peaceful experience that keeps me from boredom. The fish that I imagine are unlike any other fish. Either some made from human organs, some have mutations, some have multiple eyes. It may seem unsettling, but to me? It puts me at ease.

However this sight wouldn't last long. As I slip into the worst place, I look at my body, one hand and two unstable legs that keep me balanced, painfully balanced.

I see a door at the far end of the plane. I scramble to get on my feet and try to run for the exit. But with every step it burnes my skin, it feels like I'm stepping on glass, it's slowing me down. I feel as if the exits getting farther away.

Every other step makes me start to heave in pain as I start limping, I reach out a hand to try and grab the door but I fall! And ended up back in the medical Bay. The pain i was feeling was real, I shift uncomfortable, I feel the tears welling in my eyes, stinging the burns on my face, pained moans leave my mouth. I can't speak but a part of me wanted to scream in agony, scream untill my throat burned, scream untill I can't anymore.

I felt like a fish outta water. . . Helpless.

Then jimmy walked into the room, with a pissed off look on his face.

Jimmy- Come on now, stop with the noise. I have to be cooped up in all of your work now, all of this responsibility. Thanks for that!

He popped the bottle open

Jimmy- open up! I hope these make you feel fuckin' better!

He forces my mouth open as I start choking on the pills, but then he slammed his fist down on my stomach. He started to hit me, punching me, and forcing the pills down my throat. Once I swallowed them all I could do was cry. . .

If you told me that one day. . .

My own best friend

Who i was trying to help

Would end up assaulting my crippled body?

I wouldn't have believed it. . .

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Take responsibility

Tbc